OK...my social experiment...and the weirdest prayer...EVER
 

Alright...So, I decided to try to sacrifice areas in my life that I was weakest in--i.e., sex. So, based on what the bible said about sexuality, I decided tobecome abstinate and not even put myself in those predicaments. As a result, I haven't been sexually active since December of 05 by choice.

o man...1st of all...I don't think it's natural to be abstinate...I mean, WTH...God gives you a sex drive then says "Don't use it."

^^But, I can honestly say that abstaining from sex for this long makes you become very reflective.

Then, because I'm on this bi-curious tip now, I had to pray this prayer:

"God, increase my natural desire to be with females."

^^ummm...At first, I thought that was basically praying to God to make me horny for chicks. But, then I thouight about it. It's natural to have physical attraction to wards females. So, I don't think God minded that unusual prayer.

Anyway, I can honestly say that I think my prayers are being answered.


BTW...I wouldn't recommend not having sex for over 6 months.

OMG

I haven't broken that fast yet, either.

You're down with the bitches and the hoes?

well...I'm curious now...at an all time high...thing is, it used to take an amazing lookin female to make me go "damn"...Now, I'm able to see a chick who is decent and go, "aiigh, nice ass" or somethin like that...So, it's like Im becoming more and more attracted to them.







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good look with that..

Honestly, completely honestly...

I hope that you're not subconsciously forcing yourself to be attracted to females to seem a better Christian. It's not saying you're consciously doing it, but I hope it's just a possiblity and not a truth.

Weirdest prayer? Oh man, you need to videotape me for a day...

I thought about that...That maybe I'm just doing this cuz deep down, I'm trying to fit in with "society"...But, I've come to the conclusion that I'm not. If many people around me were talking about some new "technology", I'd eventually be curious and want to try it out. It's not that I feel like I have to, I just want to see what all the "fuss" is about.

But, yea, I am having to pray and ask God for his help here...why? Cuz my natural attraction to females isn't as high as it is toward guys. I need a lil more mustard. lol

I hope one day I can be abstinent. -_-

do whatever you want and dont force thoughts on your self. fuck the religion if its really messing with you

it's funny how this comes on the heels of heartbreak.

then why didn't you just sacrifice your whole life and just cut to the chase?

I mean..praying to be straight????

just slit your wrists man.

and stop crying for mercy for shit you bring on your self.

Oh god this is hilarious......

thats not really called for man, i can see now that it isnt' entirely Q to blame for being so lowly respected on this site.....yea he may bring some things upon himself....but from what i've read it seems hes trying to get things on track with himself....and with comments like these.....its just way out of line ya know

^^The people on this site are looney tunes man...So, they think telling someone who is sane to "slit their wrist" is normal.




Go figure.

i dont get it my nigga, u gay or sumthin?