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i havent really done many Open Mics about this ish, but this is a true story about wut happened to me this summer. holla if u had a similar expereince or wut-not. pz.

i have a problem with drugs n drinking. my parents found that out. i denied it, they believed me. heres a story about that day:

ok, me and my best freind, ill call her ashley, had the best summer of our lives last year. well, wut WE consider a good time. i live in a small urban town just outside of cleveland. theres a small park about 4 miles away from my house. me and my friend would meet eachother at the park so we can git high. id bring my stash and she'd bring wutever she had. we would git so high, we once caused a public disturbance by telling everybody we saw how "sexy we thought they were" usually to 50+ yr old guys. lol. i was so high, when we were eating, i fell outta my chair.
well, about mid august, we spent 3 days in a row alternating whos house we would go to. i slept there, she slept here, i slept there, etc. we would go on a "bikeride" and git high, EVERY SINGLE TIME. i could walk around with a buzz for 2 straight weeks. clean. well, that all would change about the 3rd day of the "summer of our lives".
me and ashley got up early wednesday morning to go on a real bike ride. i wanted a cigarette, so i brang my pack, but we left the weed at her house. it didnt seem like a big deal, since it was in MY bag, so we didnt think her parents would go snooping. we rode 8 miles 2 my house. we had lunch and she called her mom 2 tell her that we were going to b right over cause my mom was driving us back so we didnt have 2 ride another 8 miles. her mother sounded upset, but, as usual, we were high, so it didnt really click.
we got there and ashleys parents told my mother they needed 2 talk. my heart stopped. i thought i was going 2 die. they made us put our bikes back and we met in the kitchen. her mother went thru my stuff and found weed and perscription drugs. we had a long talk and i denied it was mine. my mother believed me, probebly out of fear of how her daughter might REALLY be spending her time away from home.
i went upstairs with ashley to her room to gather my things to go home. i just remeber sitting on her bed, holding her, weeping, for i mite never see my best friend again. i felt so much bond, so much luv 4 her, and this sealed it. we are going 2 b friends 4ever. suicide was the 1st thought that came 2 mind, i cut my wrists, just like i had 4 the past year. i overdosed and tried 2 kill myself, bu thank god i am still alive. we wanted 2 run away together, but there wasnt really anywhere 2 go. so i went home and me and my parents talked sum more.
i thought i would never b the same again.
things r still rough, but we got better. i am seeing ashley, but it will b a while b4 we can spend real time and gain trust. i hope everything will b alright in the end. but no matter wut happened that day, i still luv her.

omg thats deep damn snoops dont worry you can always run away to my house(:

I love you too. :(

*hugs Eyvon*

I have lesbian jokes.....sooooo many of em too, but i'll refrain.

Good luck baby girl.

And for me....don't ever try to kill yourself again.

S'Not worth it.

Pz.

*sheds a tear*

but doesnt believe story..

funny thing is i didnt read it so this post is a...?

its true. thanx 4 the support.... Empire... im on my way as we speak... :)

and NO im NOT a lesbo.... i just really value my friendship with that girl

webster housing bronx new york webster and 171 holla at ya boy :hump:

im almost there..... u better b WAITING UP 4 me (if u know wut i mean........................................ERECT! )

*givves Evyon a hug*

damn people luv attempting suicide on here..wow..

don't do it..or i'll do it..then people'll kill thereselves

cuz I'm gone..then the world will end..

*reads it* lol *leaves thread*

*looks at Elemental Soul* lol *leaves thread*

*fux Empire* :):P

Now you're just a ho.

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sorry dont feel like reading all that....ill do it later

dam, thats sum fucked up shit! y tha fuck wood yo friends parents b lookin thru yo shit??? wtf. yo parents must b strict az fuck huh? werd

they aint my parents.... my friends. her ma thought we was "too happy" togther (put aside any lesbian jokes :|)

it was prescription drugs, weed, coke, and heroin

you can hope on the bus
<<<<<<<<<<is my alais :thumbup:

wow....sad story...but i would sue her mom 4 invasion of privacy she had no rite 2 go thru ur stuff...then i would ask my mom 2 adopt "ashley"...there i solved everything....

lol..... we've tried that.... (adopting her) didnt work. i already have a sibling.... well 2, but my bro lives in jersey..... and i dont wanna start no conflict btween her fam and mine.... her grandma lives nxt door and shes been spending sum time over there

i stilll love you eyvon:)

o, and i u....... my little veteran (even though that has NOTHING to do wit it)

i always will......... u can count on it... just dont tell Garanteed... he'll get jelous (desert eagle)

omg lol as long as you still let me beat when you turn 18 :thumbup: :hump:

o, of course.... Garanteed has a thing 4 me.... sent me a luv note n EVERYTHING.. sweet, but kinda corny.... o, but i dint say that ;)

hee hee........... just wanted 2 make 700 posts! how many u need 2 change ur sn?

eyvon.. u had weed crack and heroine.. yeah i believe it almost..

yup, ok, i know u dont believe it, but its true, much as u dont wanna believe it.... i stole it from my parents..... their drug addicts 2

nice.. coke and heroine.. ur parents are big into that shit then.... im a rap addict... DRUGS ARE FOR FOOLS.. besides pot.. but that doesnt count

eyvon.. since u do coke.. what color is it?? and how did u use it??

well...... u can use needles (injection... 2 much pain 4 me) or snuff it. its white and i snuffed

couldve been worse....couldve been the cops who found it..no big deal.

as for your lesbian relationship..THATS the real story...come on....share it

thats horrible you cant be my future wife till you quit all them drugs they are bad :nono:

shes an RV kim mathers!!! hahahaa

^^
funny... except i never got laid by eminem... lol.

i quit most of it.. except weed and cigs. and i am not a lesbo. i know its easier 2 misinturpret, but i meant it in a friendly, but not 2 friendly manner. yall just got sick minds sall.

i feel you..just joking..its easy to get addicted...i smoke weed..stoggies..im addicted to this site and rap..i never tried that other shit cuz i was always so high and broke cuz of it i didnt..good for you if u cleaned up..weed dont count as drugs
and cigs is scaring me cuz them truth commercials make me wanna stop but i CANT! that shit no joke..by 2008 50 million people gonna have throat cancer..i dont wanna be 1

i killed myself once...it wasn't all it's cut out to be

thats fuckled up baby, g'luck wit dat.............................

thanx.... just keep bringin ya comments, good AND bad

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allright yea i beleive u in a sense but u were doing coke heroin and weed at the same time lol or was it at dif times throughout the summer lol
but anyways yea as a girl im here to talk if u ever wanna talk to a girl
but for reals stay clean girl dont get into it again think about how shitty the withdrawls are:( pukin all day long nah stay of it be strong and dont commit suicide or ever think of doing it just talk to someone about whats going on dont keep it bottled up inside

thank u.............. ill keep it in mind