The WORST Thing has happened to me
 

mannnn.. the day has finally come... As i type, i am also packing up my mini studio setup... worth around 800 dollars in value...

Calamity A.K.A Hoops A.K.A Phoenix, is forcebly retiring from his unestablished hobby/career as a hip/Hop/Rap Emcee....

ok.. my parents have said that if i didnt score really high on act and sat shits.. that i was supposed to be studying and shit, that they would ban me from making music... and so the day has come.. i am only a junior in highschool and im 16 years old.. but i mean i did fuck up a lil bit.. i have a pretty good gpa.. but still this test is majooorr...

from here on, i will no longer be able to make songs, do collabs, or even fuckin cypher....man this shit feels like my dog died or something.. for real.. i love rap like a brother ... shits brung tears to my eyes for real tho.... i dont even cry when i break bones and shit.. thas how serious this is.. maybe not to them.. but to me this is fucking horrible....

my computer is also being takent away.. im not grounded from leavin the house and partying and shit.. but the computer/Studio has been taken back......... so , i cant do shit ne more...
List of emcees i wanted to work with:
tha Q - even tho i gave ya shit for a while, you still got talent and i would have wanted to drop some hot shit with you man.. to bad shit turned out the way it did..

tito - maaannnnn you dope.. thats word.. if you ever perfect ya flow, you'd be signed.. for real..i aint d/r'ing or anything.. a style is just so fresh, not ya usual underground head... you hot.. keep droppin man..

spul - we always talked.. but i dont think we ever dropped shit together man.. mainly my fault.. ay if you ever get a chance, loop my verse for holidays on the beat i sent you and lay down ya shit man.. i asked you a while back.. but since i wont be around or able to do it.. i hope u can man.. word..



ayo Before i go tho man, i need to give a shout out to some people..... thers no order.. just who ever came ot my head first.. niggas who made this shit mad fun and kept it real...

Seven - maaan.. when i first met you son, you were my idol and shit.. i thought u had the illest quality and shit son.... haha.. word.. we collabed alot man.. and everything..cat that helped a nigga with his shit alot helped me elevate alot man.... i owe alot of my sound to you... i hope ya site and ya shit get off the ground so u can come scoop a nigga up!!! and you know its vise versa with that shit.. and ima be on aim everyonce ina while... so holla at me if u on man.. we can catch up sorta haha.. on the real tho man.. keep doin you and fuck hater one the real...be eeeeeezzzzzzz

Phenom aka my bitch :-P - maaaannn.. i talked to you earlier this morning man.. i didnt know shit was gonna pop off liek this tho.. the bad news just came.. man, ima have to bribe my my peoples to let me do this last verse hahahah...ima get you that shit if it kills me or i have to go to a studio and get the 30 minutes it takes to spit this shit lol.. so dont woorry.. this shits gonna get done!!.. but same as seven - you held it down like paper weights man.. we connected on some real shit.. you understood me and i understood you... like I said, man.. you ever get that label up ( the u know.. lol), ima be on aim when i do my homework.. holla at a nigga...

Triple N - you helped me out the most lyrically... out of all the peeps, ne where.. you were the one who told me how it was regardless of how you thought i'd take it lol....i liek that.. even tho i thought u were a lil hard on them lol...its came out the best in the end.. real coo cat to talk to o aim.. nice to hear about another baller ;)

Empire - First off.. i know you all love to hate em..but if u ever talked to bruh and he aint beefing with you, he a pretty aight lil nigga.. i dont agree with my mans alot,. but he still a cool nigga.. maan.. ima have to see what i can do about gettin in the studio and shit -_-... but its w/e.. ima holla atcha

diabolic - my nigga for real lol..man we always on aim clownin.. haha u one coo mawfucka lol.. you got mad potential.. man i advise u to do YOUR thing.. you kow what im talkin bout to lol...

OMB - man... omg.. this sucks.. we have talked on aim, and we been like cool as shit man.. the only nigga i talk on aim with regularity with..like everytime im on..we always chat and clown man.. felt like i didnt meat you thru the net .. feels like you my nigga for real. man.. gonna suck..no more cypherin...ahhhh we had the most fun man..word...word to multis

Sorry to any1 i missed.. a phew more names fore i go, ladyfiya - coo coo person,virue!!! road buddy man...sry no more time :(.. ima miss this shit..rap was my LIFE.. aight man..


-Calam AKA Phoenix - Orginally Hoops.....

Signin out for good..................................

You'll be back in 4 months! Summer yo!

But damn... -_- .. noo more cyphers -_- .. nooo more clownin -_-

If you ever need samples though, www.samples.com

Lmfao At A Nigga Gettin Emotional N Cryin Ova Gettin A Computer Takin Up...mayb Now U Can Find A Real Studio N Make Rela Muzik Instead Of Dis Rv Bs...

^^^^^^shut the fuck up "dopeboi"....your a faggot....leave immediately........sorry to see you go man.....i would feel the same way if i couldnt rap no more......im sure its hard.....

i for damn sure wouldnt cry

WTF did you get on ya SATs

xactly man...i mean its a rap WEBSITE...i mean how many niggas hea eva landed a real deal...find a real studio..n hit dat beat box n shit mayn

Man the fuck you talkin about... "cheah nigga xactly finda deal yo hittup d stoodio its so eazy i did it"

Man you got no idea about anything, and youre wack as fuck... You dont know how shit works, and your an idiot.

Not everybody can hire a studio every fuckin day you rich fag... and it ISNT easy to get a deal.. Maybe people need to oh... i dunno.. PRACTICE.. Shit id be angry if i didnt have my PC .. cos thats the only way I can rap.. same with calam..

my ma wouldnt ban rap. because she knows how much i love it and how dedicated i am to it. but thats koo...

Lmao At A Nigga Assumin Im Rich...nigga Tryna Play Tha Me Against Tha World Card...nigga Stfu U Aint Bout Shit...i Mean Honestly...wen Did I Say It Was Ez To Get Signed???...wen Did I Say I Got A Deal???...n Thas Sad If All U Can Do Is Spit A Text Verse Online N Think U Gully....*smh* At A Nigga Tryna Act Like He Had Hardships...u Dont Kno Tha First Thing Bout It Son...wun Yaself

^stfu seriously I will e-kill you for texting like that.

uhhhhhhh.....?? speechless at a nigga usin tha word "e-kill"

Man if my mom banned me from rap and my computer I'd cry as well. Dopeboi he was crying because his music is being taken away, not just his computer.

dopeboi stfu before I merk ya ass. Newbie bitch.

Calam - you my boy, and someday we gotta get together and record together in the booth, or hit a stage man. Honestly one of the dopest cats I ever met online dun. You, me, and Sev ran this site for 2004. Word. Stay up, get your schoolin right, and get at ya boy when you actually can get back rapping nucca. You know my contacts.

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his music aint bein takin away...he can write...shit...aint dat hard...he prolly got instrumentals on CDs...write 2 them...that EZ...n i mean shit...he 16...he get a job...save money til he move out...buy his own comp....den he set...no more cryin fa ol boi

Then why are you here???

damn man i feel you bro... i got C's and D's but fuck my parents dont care.. just as long as i dont get 3 F's in my report card......

That's disrespect...not cool.

Get a life fag. You actin all thug n' shit I was just sayin the facts man. If you can afford a fuckin internet connection and a PC youre NOT ghetto so dont act it. Youre a fuckwit sayin shit like "ohh this is just a website, go out and get signed to a real deal" ... You aint got shit. Youre wack so quit talkin. And if this website is so pointless what the fuck are you doing here? This shit is a connection to other real people. All im doin here is elevating my audio so that I have a shot at making music for a living. What are you doing here? Do you even DO audio? Its like the pot calling the kettle black.

You sayin I dont know the first thing about rap? about hip hop? I been hip hop since I was a baby... I guarantee im realer than you. And I also guarantee dopium would kick your ass. And that you're making a fool of yourself by typing like your 9 years old and implying that youre thug.

OMB, should we ride on him, audio style?

If he still be's a fag

:( Peace pimp

I'm actually expecting something like this to happen if I don't bring my grades up so I can mos def relate :(

HA.........I felt sorry for him till I aint even get a shout out..

Pffff............

wow. this really bothers me.

this kid had talent. "real" talent.
not "net" talent.

Its a shame....
You shoulda told me....
Ida done ur homework for ya....
Graduated witta 4.3 gpa and 1430 Sat's....

Foo. Ya shoulda said summin. Damn it.

I felt the same way....
But its how we roll......

Under the radar, ;)

just wanted to let u kno...that was dumb as fuck...i would prolly cry too if somebody told me i cant do what i love...its not just gettin ya pc takin...its takin a piece of ya life away son...and cEP and shit isnt just for RV u dumb fuck...how u think people make cd's if they cant pay for studio time...dumbass people need to think before they speak...

weerd road buddys....:) hope shit works out an you come back dawg cause its borin wit out my boy hoops!.....=1=

Kids 99% ass.
But....
This 1% I like...and agree with.

didnt really know u man........ but for real, ive heard alot of ur audios the second half of the year and u had skills that could and should get u signed..... i mean, if u drop that million eyes on some execs and they dont accept u, than ill quit rappin with ya man..... cuz u were among the few dudes here that should get signed easily for their audio no doubt.....

ur shit didnt even sound like a computer recordin to me.... but pc man..... juss get ur grades up and ull make it in rap and outa school the right way..... seeya man

gpa only goes to 4.0 ....................

He probly had one that was outta 5... shit changes... Where I work at now the shits at 15 ..

see the thing is....... if u take AP courses, ur GPA can be higher than 4.0 and its on a 4 point scale, becuase AP courses give u college credit and shit..... i take mostly AP courses, so i can get a 4.0 or higher even with a couple Cs on my report card..... kinda cool, but the fuckin classes are usually hard as hell, even if u think ur a genius in the subject....... which im not, but my parents are fucked up

aawwwwwwwwwwwww....maaaaan :(

^ ^ ^

Exactly ... -_-

"Gangsta Text" died the day the wheel was invented

ayes i feel for you calam ima newb at rv but i aint a newb at feelin the music and yeah as one of the veterans said.. losing the music is liek losing a piece of your life.. you can 't funciton right with out it.. hope you get back man i heard your collabs and your own work...shit was tight man! you gotta hit it back man.. it wont be the same with out you.. you prob gone but this is out of respect for you u calam peace take care of your self see u back here in 4 man.. 1

Lil Nigga?!*smacks John* Hahaha I Got Your Number Fool You Aint Grounded From The Phone Lmfao ;)

Yea u cant be cryin and shit
but get dem damn grades and graduate man

*Nuff Said*

I realised i freeposted so here's my proper post...

..Damn Calam that sucks...i think you need to put across to ya parents how ya music makes you feel because that seems like an act of cruelty you see you may not have done as good as you may have liked to in ya exams but if you convince them that you tried 100% (which i'm sure you did) then at least they might have some leiniency either that or move out and get new shit or jack ya old equip from home...make them feel how it is to lose a part of them...but whatever keep writing coz one day you might get back on a mic again...but sad to see that fams sorry...but keep ya head up soldier!

Damn, feel bad for you...Hope it all works out quite okay though *hug*

My parents don't care, used to bother about that but now I know it's for the best...

DQ

Harsh, i agree with DQ, i think you should explain to your parent's how music make's you feel, then maybe they'll consider you.

i feel ya i gotta do good in school too or else computer gets taken away im tryin but i still fail some shit...

my moms a bitch like that shes so fuckin annoying...she would do that shit too, shes pissed off cuz she got stuck with a 9-5 job all her life and she wanted to be a singer and now shes taking it out on me just because im tryin to do somethin i want in life...she doesnt know anything shes ignorant...

and to that dope guy whatever his name is your just a fag...these kinds of websites are to elevate you even more...imagine if you didnt have a computer and you just practiced with a cd player or something, it wont give you HALF the talent your getting from RV because your constantly battling different people and training your mind...so its not JUST a website it can be the beginning of your whole talent...