Q leaves oyd ...skitzo part 2
 

After spending 30 minutes beggin tito to let em in after goin spaztic and making twenty sevemn threads and leaving me and tito voicemails ...After being let back he claims it was a publicity stunt that no one in oyd would back him on haha so brings this bullshit from the outside life solitary confined mind himself................
Everything under here is from the Q's oyd post

First of all, I want to say that I've thought long and hard about

what I'm about to say, and do. I've sought advice from a couple

people as to my course of action. And, I've even prayed about this

situation. Why? God says, "Cast all your care upon me for I care

for you." With that said, I am leaving OYD for good, on my terms.

Consider the following:


1. I quit my job (basically) back at the end of 2005 to pursue other

interests. I tried about 3 different jobs in the interim, all

without success. I attempted an at home business which would have

broke my bank. So, I called that quits. Then, I tried a sells

venture. I couldn't stand driving around to people's houses. So, I

called that quits. Then, I tried this rap label thing, and realize I

was way in over my head. That's when I decided to ground myself and

get a "real" job. I saw a great opportunity at Howard University and

pursued it. Up to that point, I was living on savings. I had

thousands saved up. God made it so I was able to have everything I

needed and desired nothing. But, I knew I wanted to take my career

along a different path. So, after three long interviews, Howard gave

me the call and gave me the position. And, I must say, it's the best

job I've ever had. I'm on a pristine campus doing what I love.

Furthermore, God has made it so I'm able to tithe (10% of my income)

almost 1/2 of what I used to NET when I first graduated from college.

God is good.

2. During the time that I was searching for a shift in careers, I

would spend mad time on RV and recording. I mean, I didn't have shit

else to do. I would write all day. I would record. I would go to

church. I would do what I had to do to get money. But, I was not

happy with the direction of my life. So, when you're not happy with

something, you change it. God allowed me to do that. While on RV, I

elevated a lot. I can honestly say that Tito's verse on "Smoke to

this" took my game to another level. It was amazing. It kicked my

own flow into another gear. And, for that I'm thankful. 3TE( Tony,

Tito, myself) was something I respected. We simply worked well

together, period.

At some point, casual acquaintances turned into friendships. I

became friends with CHO because he literally lived up the street from

my college. So, I decided to visit him to see the area again. It

was dope. Around the same time, Tony and I began to talk more on

AIM. I respected his views. In all, he was a chill person I didn't

mind conversing with.

Around March, I noticed that Tony no longer IM'ed me like he used to.

That was cool. I mean, people get busy. I didn't think anything of

it. But, then, I begin to notice that he was working/chatting with

other people and they were relaying his words to me. So, I began to

wonder why he couldn't just hit me up to send me a track, or to

holler, or w/e. So, I confronted him about it, amicably. Tony

responded with an attitude like "Well, that works both ways." I

wasn't quite sure what was the issue. But, that's when it all

started. To this day, I still don't know why all of a sudden he went

from playin online golf and chillin wit me, to having this animosity,

or what I felt was animosity, towards me.

During the course of several conversations, Tony has used my

sexuality as a weapon. Now, I don't know if he did this on purpose

or not. But, the fact is that he did it. On one occasion, he wrote

a line for a song that said, "Make you come out the closet faster

than Q" or something like that. Umm, that's offensive to me. That's

like something you say when you're trying to insult someone. Again,

when I confronted Tony about that, I was given this attitude of, "Oh,

I ain't mean nothing by it." Okay, I could buy that...but,

The conversation that led up to this current conflict (of which I'll

have none after this letter) was the straw that broke the camel's

back for me.

I'm a black gay man. And, in the black community (and in general)

gay men aren't considered "REAL MEN." So, during this phone convo

with Tony, he mentioned that he had some Burberry Cologne. I was

like nice, "Give me some since you have 2 bottles." Then, his

comment of, "But, it's for real men" was hurtful to me. I mean,

here's someone who claims to be my "friend" making derogatory remarks

like that. He said it. How was I supposed to take it? As a joke?
nawwwwwww...I kinda laughed it off at the time, even though it bothered me. The next day, I sat and thought about that thing and realized it was still on my mind. I knew I'd probably be having more conversations with Tony in the future, so, I wanted to clear this off my chest and set a bounds.

If you notice how I apporached him in the AIM convo he posted, I was very calm and collected. I only had an issue the next day when we had a completely separate convo about another issue. His track with Cho and Tito had a line in it that bothered me. So, I voiced my opinion about it. THe line said something like, "When I see a faggot I fuck him up." Of course I'm going to be bothered by that, especially from people I'm in a crew with.

The fact of the matter is, ever since Tito "let me back in" OYD I've felt nothing buy a cold shoulder from almost everyone here. Talk about PHONEY. JSummers in the LL saying, "Q, I respect you." Then, comes in the OYD forum questioning my mental sanity like "Yea, dat nigga Q crazy." What the fuck is that?

No one in OYD has a degree in Psychology. NO one in OYD has a medical license to psycho analyze me. So, I didn't appreciate that at all. Furthermore, I was big enough to call Tony when I was on the golf course to clear the air. He chose to ignore my call and hold a grudge. The bible teaches me that "if you know that your brother has an ought against you, go to him before you even come to the altar." However, if he doesn't want to hear me, I'm freed from that commitment. The bible says, "If your brother doesn't hear you, go again with a third party." I've tried to get Tito to mediate, but he's made his choice. He's friends with Tony and chose to accept his "truth" over mine. As a result of this, I've come to this conclusion, Tony is not my brother and never was. Therefore, there's no condemnation to me scripturally for what I'm trying to achieve, but can't seem to. God wants me to wipe the dust off and move on.

The fact is, Tony said some really nasty things about my family as well. The fact is, Tony says I'm ashamed of being "gay". Yet, he made the comment, "At least I don't sleep with dudes."

^^Hypocrisy...

I'm done with it. I don't need this. God has opened up doors for me and will open more. I've been through alot to elevate myself and to better myself. But, I'll be damned if I'm going to grovel at people's feet and kiss people's asses so they'll "like me."

Take me off the mixtape. Take my name off any and every thing related to OYD. Forget that I even exist. I know that I'm a good person and like to help people. I refuse to be anyone's damn black sheep. I have too much self respect for that.

I've PM'ed strobe and asked him to put TONY's name on my ignore list. I can't do it since it said he was a "mod" somewhere. So, I won't even be in communication with him. I won't see what he says to me or about me. I'm moving on.

Like any relationship that ends, both sides will eventually be stronger as a result. But, this is affecting me, even at work. So, I have to protect myself and my investments.

If I'm guilty of anything, it's of being a human being. That means I err. That means I'm flawed. But, I'm honest about it all.
Life is too short. And, I'll be happier as a result.
I FORGIVE MYSELF.


I'm out.


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Ok, you do realize nobody outside of OYD, and probably some people IN it really don't care at all right?

you care thats why u jumped in the thread now thats LOGIC ....HAHA

i read half of that(dont know why) and had to stop from laughing so hard.

the way he talked bout u n him n the fallout or w/e sounded so much like a god damn relationship break up ROFLMFAO OMFG U MADE MY DAY HAHAHAHA this shits toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo funny.

haha he got ya there logic............

I jumped in the thread to break the news to you that nobody who's anybody cares at all. Oooooooh, you got meeeeee.

NO BULLSHIT I THINK THATS WHAT HIS FUCKED UP LIL MIND HAS MADE IT OUT TO BE JUST LIKE HE DID WITH triple -n

Llmfamlfmlafmoaflmafomao.

nobody whos anybody?? on a forum???? so that means a nobody in the real world??

yeh, your logic is so good there sonny jim

Thanks for jumping into the thread u dont care about yet care enuff to tell me you dont care about thanks for caring lol or not caring???? :huh:

ROFLMFAO... i never knew bout the trip shit, wth..... daaaaaaaaaaaaaamn

ohhhh he came back with something to top it

he got ya there tony

lol @ y'all though.

Someone who's passionate about what he's trying to do with a crew and trying to make ammends with someone so he can get some shit off his chest is all of a sudden making it out to be more than it is? I don't even LIKE that nigga but really, he's a passionate dude and he was trying to follow his Christian beliefs to the best of his abilities. Y'all are whack.

Shut yo wack ass up

and battle me

AUDIo...faggot ass ni99a

lol@shere the guy who is at the fight not fighting but causing the actual fight -instigating ass lol

Troop, please, off my balls. I'll battle when I have the time, which is NOT now.

oh you know it!!! thats the shear kaughn way :thumbup:

yeh cos his beleifs are molesting little children... yeh thats right, he said he wanted to molest mad dog's son.

thats really doing good by his religion/faith/beleifs/whatever the fuck u wanna call it isnt it.

i don't think Q has ever said anything like that...

LMAO

No fucking comment.

1st off, I appreciate what you said earlier in the post.


But, what Leady's talkin about ain't funny...He's just plain ignorant, right along with Mad Dog. I said no such thing in that context.

But, what's really funny is, I'll pay the starter of this thread 1000 dollars if he can spell SKitzo, THE RIGHT WAY, without a dictionary.

Case closed.

Less than 10 hours before I won't ever have to read anything else this person types.

COME ON STROBE...COME ON!

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I was laughing at how retarded his argument was.

no doubt


But, like I said, I appreciate what you said.







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q dont act like u got a new found friend ull turn on him like u did everyone else over your insecurity

^^Wow...this sounds like when you break up with your lover (girlfriend for you heteros), and she calls your new girl like "UH HUH CHILE, DON'T BELIEVE HIM...HE AIN"T NOOOOOOOOO GUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUD"


Get over it...Move on...This "relationship" just wasn't workin out.


*countdowns until strobe puts an end to me having to even know this guy exists*

PS...I like how you LIED and said you convinced Tito to let me back in. Then, you wouldn't even accept my phone call. You're so phoney and fake it's sickening.

Also, STFU about Triple N situation. You weren't there. He and I know what happened.

or how about end the count early and just leave.

who the fuck cares about a internet crew?? i mean if ur just playin around okay..but why take this shit so serious?

2 pages already????

U know wut...ur right man...But, I was believin that shit when people were exchangin #s like "we're fam" and sayin how we're gonna do things in real life


I believed a lie.

ok there q ...........just remember i never tried saying it was a publicity stunt u didn t want people knowing how fuckin mental u was getting over being kicked out this shit lmfao walkin the carpets pullin ya hair rockin in yo chair rofl

=/, did i miss something here....................................

^^Notice how you didn't use the word SKITZO again you illiterate asshole.




Meanwhile, continue to pretend to have tried to do something right.

You're such a looney bin Q stalker it isn't funny.

YOU made this thread bruh. Remember that.

yea...Tonyself wants my dick but I don't like fat italian assholes.











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yes im another stalker of q and whether it skitzo schitzo shitzu you are a fuckin str8 jacket waiting to happen and you latching on to spelling mistakes makes me fuckin laugh laff lagh lol

LOL @ u still not bein able to spell shit

lol

Dumb ass man...

Ok ok...enough torture....go fetch a dictionary man

READ Bruh

READ


And yes, I had to put you on Block on AIM cuz you had to message me cuz you KNOW I'M TELLING THE TRUTH.

fake ass


Go suck a donut down ya bitch


*awaits anti-gay remarks from someone who claims he has no problems with gay-ness*

STFU.

NAW GAY PEOPLE DONT BOTHER BUT IF THERE WAS A RACE OF q's THEN IDE SAY SOMETHING

yada yada yada


That's right up there with your grammar...LACKING.

Truth is, you're burnt cuz for the first time in your miserable cantankerous life, someone called you out on your ways. You hold grudges against people, even when they come to you. Like I said, I hope your son doesn't turn out gay. You're the kind of father who'd disown his ass and claim "I did it for his own good."


FUCK U MAN.

WELL NO PARAGRAPHS HERE AS LONG AS YOU DONT REPRODUCE .........welcome mats reading "hermit safe haven"un plugg q .........get a job..........get a real life that doesn t have wires attached

if this was a class room...i'd serioulsy make you two stand in corners opposite of each other..........