I have so many ideas for songs, I just don't have the skill to carry them out yet.

i've tried to switch up my flow but i'm not puttin out anything that i don't like myself....but i have tried different styles....it's hard spittin quick like twista lol and

I'm not that good with following the beat and i rarely ever write to a beat i usually write and then find a beat... any pointers?

It's possible to flow on the beat too much. It's almost like someone who dances and jerks their body to match every beat in the song. You establish a rhythm with the beat. It does help to write to the beat, IMO.