Swollowed it whole, Put on my Tims., Then peeled...
But inside I'm thinkin, Why that damn dream was so real
I'd keep steppin, But this overwhelming pain that I feel...
Got me standing on the porch, To replay this ordeal...

left the porch and got my keys to the caddy/
cruised down the street they know who's the daddy/
seen a few ho's even at this time/
standing on the corner might as well have a neon sign/
it's obvious they hookers/
seen some young cats they was nervous on-lookers

as i pulled up to the gas station, it was on 96.3, my favorite radio station//
i heard 2 shots then i saw some nigga racin, heart pacin, he musta been the 1 someone was blazin//
everyone from their stoops came out, just lookin, the whole street was a crowd//
just wondering what the hell is going on, and if the boy runnin was the 1 that popped his glock so loud//

got out my car and seen a trail of blood/
seen one of my homies got a feelin in my gut/
saw one of my crowd witha gun in his hand/
went up and asked him whats it all about?/
he said duck down as a shot rang out/
seen some niggas then heard tyres/
screechin down the street so much heat nearly started fires/
asked what the story woz/
he sed a punk shot at his cuz/

then got back in my whip n pulled out the fire-arms,
shots sprayin em punks settin off car alarms,
then came the red n blue lights chasin-us,
how can they catch us its like ceethas been rasin-us,
lost em quick then looked fo them punks again,
went up in they momma crib n sprayed ever mutha fucka like i was clinicly insane

didnt chek to see if anyone was in/
after i shot the place realised everyone was missin/
the cops caught back up to me as i rolled in my caddy/
pulled some manouvers and showed em who's the baddy/
put a few rounds into his screen which shattered/
i was pissed didnt think id hit nothin that mattered/
looked in mirror seen blood splattered/
i was in deep shit and needed to flee quick/
just floored the gas going nowhere specific

Looked at the speedo, triple figures was hit,
Thoughts goin through my mind, "Just when should i quit?"
Will I keep goin or should I give in,
A gang of a million cops vs. me, the criminal, just who will win?
I was never one to stand down from a challenge, and I stepped to this,
Took 10 more shots, can someone tell me, did I miss?
I didn't look back, kept flyin in my caddy,
Showin this world, just who Is the pimp daddy,
focused my head on just where I was goin,
but whenever I thought, I was continually flowin....

was crusin along at top speed wondering/
heard a noise was my cell ringing/
was a friend seen me on the evenin news/
i replied and sed i hope this aint a ruse/
he said it was for real and i was headin for jail/
but i know that i wont make bail/
he sed i could go to his house to escape the cops/
cruised passed a road block all i heard was shots/
didnt even see it comin mind was elsewhere/
to be frank i just didnt care/
i was in a tight corner like a rat/
now i'm regrettin havin used my gat/

now i'm headin fo the border,
i'm tired of livin in such a caotic order,
now i shulda thought-a, what i had dun,
now i gots ta run, now i gotta be shifty,
buck-50 with a heavy weight not even a crane could lift-me,
now i'm in a new city new life, no stife,
a new begining the plates have changed like a new baseball inning,
time to change my thoughts of merciless sinnnin

but there was no way I would follow my good intentions
I grab the first hoe I see who had thick thighs and extensions
took her to the hotel and did things that are unmentionable
she sucked my dick and said it was dilectable
but then I was trippin because I was low on weed
dealers on the block so I run up to the spot tellin um what I need

the prices he offered were obscene/
dug in my pockets for some green/
only had about 50 bucks he sed it was enough/
said he'd be right bak he was goin to get the stuff/
this sucka chose the wrong day to fuck around/
i chased after him and brought him to ground/
smacked him up silly dam near killed him/
took all his drugs and concealed them/
ran back to the hotel and started packin/
i had to get out or niggas be mackin/
jumped in my 3 liter and hit the gas/
seen the same nigga and drove past/
seen him pick up his cell phone/
just knew i had to get out of this zone
/

how can you judge me when you can explain yourself
stuck a dead body in the ground after taking forty from the shelf
safe from environnement with sacrifices always neglected
one day you'll realize the fake life you've been infected
looking for quick injections when the question arent answered
the blistures never amount to the empty pen and the filthy scriptures
intertwinned between good and evil show obvious effects near the end
whether alive or dead, one wont find the thoughts in my head

tearing up the road in my ride i felt the rear end slide/
start to lose control and hands tighly grip the steering wheel/
crashed into a field and it all went blank no doubt crushing steel/
came to after a long time my legs i couldnt feel/
outside was dark and i felt bloody/
what was i doin goin so fast i musta been nutty/
tried to crawl out but it was a struggle/
finally got out my thoughts i had to juggle

stood up and felt the huge gash in my leg split
took my shirt off and used it to make a tourniquet
now I gotta get goin before cops come and see them drugs
the field was infested and full of biting bugs
their was a car coming down the street so I flagged it down
said I need some help and it would be nice if you could give me a lift into town
he said yeah but I kicked him out the door and drove off in his ride
but all this blood keeps gushin down my side

thought i had the answer to my problem all figured out
so i proceded to jump off the cliff with a gasp and shout
the landing's looking rough from up top, brain'll pop
like a real tough act who'se just about to get stopped
my rear view mirror telling me all interpertations
cuz as long as im alive ima never turn down the station
brain's racing, heavy thinking, while sinking to my death
whats lost stays unsaid, surround with flowers in my bed