EXACTLY why i dont wanna kill myself even though i wanna die

Still thought death is too serious to want, I've tried killing myself before (long story) and even I wasn't ready, I had did something that caused me to literally flash back through my life, I thought I wanted to die then it hit me.. death isn't something you can choose, if you die you can't come back from that...thats what some people need to realize it..it took me a while but once i realized this... you learn to enjoy life..

I look at suicide as a fear of death, as ironic as that sounds. To me, suicidal people feel as though they have a loss of control, such a loss to the extent that they feel without that control life isn't worth living. Therefore they decide to kill themselves as an act of final and outstanding control. It's more or less the ultimate act of stubborness, there's no debating death, and when it's self inflicted than it's seems a good way to go out because it's by your terms.

ok for quoting what you read out of a psychology book

I thought this would be a "deep" thread. Guess I was wrong...



Neway, am I ready to die? No. Am I afraid of death? No.


Every man must face death once. Then, after that, the judgment.




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A wise person once told me..."if someone was to write a book about your life, would anyone want to read it?"

think of that.....now speak on that

Wud it be bad if my book was pop up?











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Well, I didn't directly quote anything from a psycology book, so bad for it not being "deep" enough for you. You're missed the purpose of the thread anyways. It wasn't merely asking are you ready because I'm trying to be some voyuer emo-fuck, it's more so a question about lifestyle and if have you been living a life worth reflection.

Shere, who wrote the book on my life? Did he have a good agent? Was he a professional and well known in the advertising business so that the book would sell? That's about what matters when you're selling a book, the content is just a bonus. Of course, with aspiring authors, that extra credit has to make up for the failing grade. So, who is writing my book? Am I? Because I can right some good books.

I'm ready to die, as long as it's not by gruesome torture, aye? Do I want to die? No. I have things I want to accomplish.

man you missed it completely...this has nothing to do if your book would sell or anything that complicated.....your looking at the saying from the wrong perspective..and your overlooking what i actually meant...

what the saying means is...don't live your life with any regrets....life is to short to waste and don't try and miss any good opportunites......get it? :thumbup:

I'm assuming you have a strong faith in some sort of religion, because otherwise death wouldn't comfort you like that. Personally if I had a loved one who had passed I would want to live forever because atleast I'm garenteed their memory... I HAVE memory, as for what's going to happen after I die? I have no idea. Know what I mean?

I'm not trying to make you feel down, it's just I can bet you any money even if you do see your mom and there is an afterlife of that nature... She would never want to see you, she would want you to live.

im not ready to die...but im definitely not afraid of when the day comes...i unno why though i mean im only 20 but the thought of death doesn't scare me the slightest

Because it doesn't feel like a possibilty. Who at 20 can be like... "Ya, I'll probally die today." Or maybe you do live like that, but nothing has happened as of yet that has made you question your own mortality. Once it does the fear will be more apparent.

i nearly drowned...i've been in situations i.e held at knife point...when i was younger so i guess i jus grew up wit that i don't care anymore attitude...i like my life...but if it ends...it ends...we all die one day...you shouldn't fear the inevitable...

I used to think like that, but then my mom told me how I flatlined as a baby and every time I think about that it makes me feel like I need to be living.

ye i feel you definitely i have a boy and i wanna see him live and i wanna be here for as long as i possibly can...i don't want to die i wanna live till i'm old....REAL OLD...but at the same time...i know that when that day comes...i won't be afraid...

No, the quote just doesn't work. The perspective is 'ignore all logic concerning marketing'? No thanks. If people would read it, it'd have to sell in the first place.

Ya, children definately add an entirely new perspective on life.

naw....you just didn't get it .....because when people don't comprehend what i justify.......then its whatever for them...and its whatever for you son............

word...i used to be like...however whenever...now i have a purpose...i know i got things that need doing in this life...so ima make sure they get done

You obviously don't know me enough if you actually want to start an argument...here, since you can't comprehend my meaning by yourself.

The saying is retarded as shit. I know what it means. Is your life interesting enough for anyone else to care? But it makes no sense. Is that simple enough for you?

damn.................

^^^excellent point

I dont really believe in the whole thing about "a person's worth is defined by the legacy they left behind". News flash, not everyone leaves a legacy, in fact more than half of everybody on this planet die and dont leave a legacy beyond the minds of their family and friends, unless you were famous or shit.

People in africa die everyday, they leave no legacy, they lived with no benefit of happiness. In the end, we are all full of worth, we just have to kinda make ourselves useful, but some people are just deficient like that. We're just meant to live ascetic.


Im not ready to die. I have this deep need for a soulmate. =P If I died without having a love of my life, I dont think I could be happy even in the afterlife. Thats all I've ever wanted out of my life really. No riches, no record deals, no nothing, just somebody who could put up with me forever. =P