If thats the music you feel you should make, then make it. My brother gave up music to God, and he got signed to a christian label. He wouldn't even care if he got paid, long as he got to do two things he loves. 1) Tell people about God, and 2) make music. But turns out, he gets to travel with it, and do mad shows.

You jus gotta figure out where you're at with God and go from there man. I support you tho. word.

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