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Ok dez.. you know im all up in this subject...

let me start.. i have had MANY talks to my dawgs about this....

ok about 14 months ago i broke up with this girl i was with for about 8 months... bad realtionship.... but i met this other girl, she was my younger sister's cheerleading coach. She told my sister to have me come out to practice to chill with her. I hooked up with her, she was 2 years older and a virgin. well after about 4 months... i took her viginity. I could seriously say after 4 months i loved this girl. We were ALWAYS together. We were together so much that my boys started sayin i was pussy whipped. but i loved the girl and loved bein with her. She was my gf as well as my best freidn. We went 11 months without 1 single fight. Then we started fighting over EVERY single stupid little thing. I started to miss being with other girls. I met another girl just before our 1 year... our 1 year came around and it was ok... but there was still this other girl. I lovec my gf, but this other girl represented like my will to be single and free you know... so i dumped my girl bc i cheated on her. here i am a month later... and i miss her like whoa. I think about her every night b4 i go to bed. Every tim i write she pops into my head. Everytime i see her i feel like shit and just want to go up and kiss and hold her again. But i have had sex with multiple girls since we broke up and i know there is no way she would ever take me back. But it kills me more and more every day. Its been a great inspiration to write, and has helped me push myself for track. But id rather be with her.