He was born into a tragic household
His Mom and dad were never home
So all alone, he grew inner demons
Cultivated his wet dream for 3 months
School began and his plan then hatched
First grab the teacher, unlace her pants
There was no way she could resist him
Worked out his tendons and ligaments
Who knew the teacher just looked classy
They both enjoyed to leave the room trashy
Cant spend time together, moods swining
Too bad, little johnny was born to... tragic beginning

oops...next - Lack of gain

i look from where i am, i see tha people laugh...
a wrist slit is all that's left, death through a blood bath...
i once had lady luck to love me, now she's just despises...
i only hoped that when i had opposite, it was her in disquises...
i was wrong u know...i may never have the luck...
where i am now is where i will stay, can't move... stuck...
tha lower buildings like ghetto shafts are mansions...
not even through a quest of books will my mind expect expansion...
can i make it towards a goal? but then again... will i try?
or just forget to dry my eye... as i lay wit no sleep n cry?
tha game of life has handed me my card...each say lack of gain...
so i will be reborn to try again and again...

next - purgatory... (the place between life and death)

obscurity clarifies, sense returns and I realize...
I'm in that place, by Gods grace, where one world and the other combines...
demise gripped my soul and dragged me out from the game...
only sixteen years old and already heading toward the flame?
damn, false prophets told me this was just a state of mind...
while my momma held hope that the Lord would save me in time...
my partner in crime was hate on the streets i let raise me...
when my conscience spoke out, my homies thought i was crazy...
were they even my friends and were they even left grievin'?
and how did i end in a place that i refused to believe in?
dear God, now i found you please dont tell me its late...
why must you abandon me in this eternal await...

Next Topic: Unfinished Business

chillin,dealin,feelin betta den most days...
my blokk been hot 4 a minute,cops n glokks in da way...
sum car das parked starts 2 rev its engine...
cross my shoulder n i spy windows inched open exposin its intention...
a clip loads,eye lids close in hopes its pg-13,n all we see is dirt quenched,its thirty...
mayb it waz lukk,i got away,made it 2 the trunk,n got the gauge...
aint see faces but w/ age da process of elimination becomes second nature...
my bidnis is far from over,money froze,stopped hustling...
pakkin heat n add weaklings 2 da sheet as stove top stuffing...
but i kno sum1 still on my porch,corpse poured on the floor under the city streets...
the board committe speaks...aint takin up arms,we draggin out bodies...
fukk em all,we did it 4 ours these bars jus committed a robery...

Topic = Life After Death
Idiotic Topic By You... So I Put In A New One.
-Axe

Caught Up In The Game Got Me Questioning..
My Beginning And When We Meet Our Ending..
What Happens With This Life When It Is Over..
Do We Get A 2nd Chance Or Is It Game Over..
Will I Meet God And Learn About The Meaning Of Life..
Find Out The Reason That We Live Through Strife..
Will I Meet All That I Lost In One Big Meeting...
Did I Live My Life Wrong, Will Satan Give Me A Greeting..
Will Anyone Come To My Funeral Will My Friends Cry..
Or Is It All A Lie, Do We End Up Help Less When We Die..
I Will Just Have To Wait To Find Out My Ending Fate..
Then I Can Finally Answer This Internal Debate..

Topic: True Hiphop

we got a thug here and a thug there...wat happened to the music?
who tha fuck cares? true hip-hop died wit Tupac... now no one will use it...
keep it real but tha fakeness of 3-D surrounds me...
a plane of existance soon to destroy my brain...release my mind n unbound me... <<quicker line
y do u use otha's rhythms n beats? sinnin to reap...
benefits to try... to... be... winnin tha streets?
but i will try to bring it right back... wit tha right fact...
that if i don't try... hip-hop n rap will die in a fight... BLAP BLAP!

<<slower>>
i'm not sure wat else to do...
i'm not sure if myself is true...
but tha thing is if u think about you... <<rise towards end
do u believe in true hiphop too?

{i don't know....}
it's all against us... we need to survive to revive...
tha hiphop revelation, retaliate to release eyes...
of tha suffering of drowning in blood felt tears...
wat tha hell is up wit all tha cultivated fears...
each n every single one i've incubated through years...
i'll bring hiphop right back...i swear... cause i care...

----------------------------------------------------------
tha {i don't know...} is whispered...
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topic: I against I << not tha song but actually u against urself >>

johnny- why do you kill?
IT'S CUZ I'M NOT U AND GOT BETTER SKILL.
but u're cuttin mah wrists like this... now i'm pissed.
SO WHATCHA GONNA DO- SWING AT "YOU" AND MISS?!
naw. i'll cut back, like that- and get back what i lack!
you can tap my mind wit crap, but you'll never get me back!
YOU'LL NEVER PROVAIL... YOU'LL DIE AND GO TO HELL
YOU'LL NEVER BE SHIT- CUZ YOU'RE NUTHIN, I CAN TELL!
YO FRIENDS HELP YOU OUT? THEY'LL NOT,
SO PLEASE JUST DIE AND FUCKING ROT.

(caps= jhonny.... lower case= me) (this was a guy wit a split personality talking to himself- "i and i")

next: why teens can get depressed. (the shit they go thru.)

The shit we go thru in time, from one 3 to one 9
are teenage years are fine, but i wish for rewind
sometimes i wanna change the things i've done
the drumline re-arranged the couple rings i run
circles of fun.....emcees grouped in circuits I Sonn
Waitin' re-workage on lungs, Rb verses stunned
6 outta 10 lines, thas the amount of coke on my mind
sick witta pen rhymes, count you as a joke un-signed
i'm bein patient, but i'm seein hatred, greed no escapin
bleed wit safe-less haven, plead Screams like Wes Craven

topic : stormy weather

tha clouds roll in...deep n heaviest...thoughtful but grey...
a trikle of tha unknown presence from a being so... far away...
do u believe that mother nature is true to her actions?
or is it fact to u that she does it cause she needs satisfaction...
that she got us on our toes...that she's got us on a "need to know"...
basics... I can't take it... can i make it... as tha thunder rolls?
while my heart is racin?
so she puts her demons in tha hearts of abusive parents...
children hidden under beds...in closets... elusive merits...
that a victim wears proudly to stand against tha odds...
stood tall... won't fall... it's all against tha whole lot...
of tha failin exposed to misery... reborn to stalk again...
tha chalk begins to ouline raindrops of tha forgotten kin...
stop wit tha sins... tha 10 C's and tha otha 7... ***
and refresh urself instead of stayin away from...
tha tears of heaven...

Nice drop good use of topic
~Bounce~

*** << 10 commandments and tha 7 sins of tha 7-point star >>

topic: retaliation against those who did u wrong...

hated by so many loved by a chosen few,
i swear to none other when i find you your all through,
talkin behind my back and smiling in my face,
tryin to fend to fend off the haters from invading my inner space,
everybody's times comin and the next on the list,
is all my former friends telling me that im bitch,
and im a pussy, big niggaz can't make it nowhere,
but i can show you better than i can tell you fair is fair,
when your bodies left stagnent from from shotgun fragments,
they'll all see the light and flock back like im a magnet,
but by then it's too late you've chossen your own fate,
rot in hell muthafuckas your life has been erased,

(NEXT)_ Suicidal thoughts(from a teens point of view)

suicidal thoughts, ders always so many/
its like a disease, inflicted upon plenty/
as often as pennys, its takin over kids lives/
makin em think the only solution to problems is to use the 9/
how can i survive, with lifes constant struggles/
when teen suicide numbers are blowin up like bubbles/
goin 2 skool, be ridiculed n made jokes about/
kids makin ya want 2 die just from the words outta der mouth/
i consider u a hero, if as a teen u survived/
cuz im not sure if i will prevail...or if i will close my eyes/
will i rise, or will i just break down and cry/
or will I be the next to commit...teen suicide.../


Next Topic: ~Gun Trigger~

With The Trigger To My Head All This Pressure Wants Me Dead..
Only Way Out Is Biting The Bullet And Tasting The Lead..
My Parents Said I Am Good For Nothing My Grades Reflect It..
Girl Just Dumped Me Said I Was No Good Just What I Expected..
Why Can't I Ever Have Any Fun Amongst All This Pressure..
With All My Parents Standards It's No Wonder I Never Measure..
I Just Can't Handle All This Stress My Life Is Such A Mess..
From A Young Age My Parents Even Told Me How To Dress..
Now I'm Nothing To Them, Except Their One And Only Son..
Now Lets Fix That As I Hold Back The Trigger Of This Gun..

Topic: Are We Alone

there is a universe in this verse that's populated...
by thoughts in a hearse... got tha first thirst for a prophit stated...
that we r not alone... there's otha's out there...
u've been next to them all tha time... but they're not anywhere...
obviously a look of confusion attacked him...
and he just smiled... u'll get it child...so i eluded tha rappin...
tha extra terristrial of celestials found in flows...
n now u know... wherever we be, we are not alone...
they show up unexpected... let us notice this...
it's not Jahova it's... just tha corrosive sh!t...
of tha mind of Jesus...please believe in this thesis...
when we least expect it... we will be able to concieve it...
that we are not alone... watch tha skies...
and find out that tha angels r home... so dry ur eyes...
and forget about tha battle cries....

{eh...off...anywayz...thanx bounce...i was feelin that one myself as well...}


topic: innoncence lost in a split second

LOOKIN AROUND ME I SEE THERES ALL TYPES OF THEENS/
MURDERERS, THIEFS AND PEOPLE WHO PRY ON VULNERABLE TEENS/
AND NOW IM HERE WITH THEM -CLASSEED THE SAME/
ALL BECAUSE THAT POINT GAURD FOULED ME IN THE GAME/
I COULDNT STAND THE THOUGH OF PEOPLE THINKIN I BACKED DOWN/
SO AFTER THE MATCH I PUT A SLUG IN HIS BACK - HE FELL TO THE GROUND/
I CANT BELIEVE I DID IT - I LOOK EVEN MORE OF A FOOL/
I SHOULD HAVE STAYED LEVEL HEADED AND KEPT MY COOL/
I JUST HATE LOOSIN - CAN'T STAND COMIN SECOND/
NOW IM ON LOCK DOWN - INOCENCE LOST IN A SECOND/


NEXT TOPIC: ADDICTED

i'm in need of tha free drug's to keep me on my feet...
smokin got me where i'm goin... headin to tha point where i can't be beat...
physical strain? wat is that? i don't think i get it...
no...that's just medical... whenever i forget sh!t...
this here is wat's good for u... i need it to survive...
i got a job stressin me from 9 to 5...
wit every puff n sniff... i lose my cares...
can't get enuff of it... i need it to have a carreer...
but wait... who r u... u lookin rather familiar...
u holdin a sickle wit a grin... u must be my savior...
this is fact... no such thing as fiction...
watch ur back... or be attacked by addiction...

{{short but to tha point, i'd say...}}

topic: resemblence...

when u think of resemblence...wat comes to the head/
for me its how the livin are so close 2 the dead/
we walk...they walked, we cry...they cried/
we livin...they lived, and before us...they died/
How they saw sunlight, how they felt human power/
how they saw crisis, just like the 2 twin towers/
How their spirits were devoured, when they felt unloved/
how when shit hit the fan, their dreams were crushed/
how they were given a rush, at every glimpse of hope/
how they felt so broke when they were taken as a joke/
Just like us, they experienced affectin/
and im sure more than many had felts the joys of erection/
my day might be tomorrow, for who sum bullets hittin/
But does it really make a difference if im dead or im livin?/

[T-West stops typing and just sits and stares into space]

Next: Is their really a heaven?

Against It
Is there really a heaven?…well I ask the same question.
But if there was why am I getting a mixed impression.
Why are there ghosts?…why aint they gone upstairs.
They been bad…or is there really not a place up there.
People be nice there whole life hoping to catch a look.
Heavens not a good place…what about the lives it took.

For It
Heavens a place that’s beautiful in all looks and ways.
What do u think tupac was talking about in, better days.
Of course theres a heaven…u know don’t be askin me.
Its not a bad place it were u get reunited with your family.
So believe and be good and you’ll get something back.
It’s a place were u can walk without bein scared of gettin attacked.

Next topic: shattered souls

Life is harsh...has left my mind full of holes/
shattered dreams...shattered heart...shattered soul/
Lost goals...fake vision and lies.../
Unable 2 find God the world was created by/
singin lullabys...for dead bodies in the field/
protected by shield...in the caskets they yield/
the way they feel...loved by their brethren/
hoping good prayers will get them into heaven/
but like unlucky 7...many are on lock/
in the devils posession...unwanted by the holy flock/
hearts of granite rock...these unwanted souls/
god they opposed...devils word they told/
not considered gold...but dirt under the rug/
denied holy beliefs...restorted 2 drugs/
usin guns...puttin bullets in creatures/
destroyin wat they had...God-Like features/
Unwanted...Like losers of the Superbowl/
Misery is the direction...for all them shattered souls/

[I dun think I made much sense der, but I tried]

Next: Dreams

A journey through space and time's what I behold, eyes closed//off into other dimensions where reality unfolds//thru Divine Rhymes Exhaled from A Man's Soul//sometimes you're in complete control//of what you see in ya mind behind ya eye lids//other times ya blind to what it all means when ya spirit's in flight wit//the mission of tellin' you something you may or may not need to know//especially when you tryin' to cash in on non-sense so extreme it nearly makes ya brain blow//These visions could sometimes show//God's talkin' to you with a warning or message//Then again it could be Satan just makin' you think wreckless//or perhaps somethin' you ate mad late to make ya subconscious hectic//It's best if//you just go with the flow and see ya dreams to the end//Good things, bad things, foes, family, and friends//I know agony tends//to accompany recent misery but it's also the same when//you can add to the count of ya blessings and follow up with Heaven's trends//D.R.E.A.M.S. are what you make of them above and beneath the surface//but don't always live by what another interprets//Your mind, your turf, kid//a powerful fuel for success and failure to work with//Your dreams, your mind schemes, hence you're who the expert is

next topic: This forum

look back upon REMEMBRENCE/ rememberin/
how the SHATTERED SOULS, shared and bared RESEMBLENCE/
to DREAMS filled with TRAGIC BEGININGS/ and sad endings/
wake up like IS THERE REALLY HEAVEN/
SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/in the back my brain/
probably from constant loss and LACK OF GAIN/
this STORMY WEATHER the reason why teens get depressed'n/
pull the GUNS TRIGGERS/ just a boom not a second to cry/ INNOCENCE LOST IN A SINGLE SECOND/
turn on them selfs like I AGAINST I/
floating in PURGATORY/ hopin for LIFE AFTER DEATH/
only for those with UNFINISHED BUSINESS/
i got questions like ARE WE ALONE/
what else is out there/ shits got me trippin/
this TRUE HIP HOP/ no one will diss if you admit you ADDICTED/
this forum a strenth building battlestation/
where resolve outweighs RETALIATION/ fuck revenge/
YOU DESTROY AN ENEMY WHEN YOU MAKE HIM A FRIEND/


JUST THREW EVERYONES TOPICS TOGETHER FOR YALL ....A LIL SUMPTIN...
NEXT.......................misperception....

Nice job incorperating all topics in this forum, great approach, keep it up...
~Bounce~

everything around me is all a misperception of reality/
the world through my eyes are not what it was meant to be/
thoughts about life are what circulates within my temples/
with the only way of reaching the outside world is through my pencils/
im like a sniper and my notebook is like my rifle/
cuz i have more visual images than a millions lives-full/
i cant see through my own pupils but i can see for everyone around me/
was i meant to be this way or was i just another casualty/
i wish i could feel what its like to be normal just once more/
cuz i was maimed by a grenade and was a prisoner of war/



..HONOR..

girl i cant leave/ this rap game got me bound by honor/
life was crazy but now im at a calmer/
head up and i stand taller/ i lost my love/ got it back/
but dont know how to call her/
what went wrong and where did i faulter/
give anything even my last dollar/ to have you back/
cause to be with you is like a honor/ its just me/
need you here/ i cant take the weight its crushing/
no one ubderstands but me/ i cant make it better trust me/

....................displaced hate.......

Next time format the structure to ten lines...
Thanks ~Bounce~

~
 

Iv been searchin my mind slowly wondering how far in this world will i go
How many poetic punches in rap battles, open mics, and posts can i throw
Will rhymes live up to the structal, and thematical, topical rules of classic flow
Will I continue my constant mind enhances, liv up 2 da the chances or ill blow
Im tired of b-n threatend to b retired I have 2 much stress bsids fake threats
No backing to the things other people write, do u think it cuzes nightfrigt frets
You can't shoot a gat that can travel the computer screen to screen gap
So why do you think just cuz ima shorty that im not elevatin and i am a sap
People who have no tru skill trin to compare sayin dis rhymes ill and mines aint
I think if I continue with the same multies and structual elevatin im doin ya'll ill faint
So I think I answered my own question I have tru skills wit no repression
Im goin far and others are not under par still tryin to figure out who u are
PZ

Do not forget to leave a topic, if this becomes routine you will be banned...
~Bounce~

topic is no topic...
findin cubical illusions to cyber optics...
I feed off jo-jo's stereo phonics
takin words from his sig like daily ebonics
Make bitches scream something stupid...
slap them in the face "now guzzle my glue kid"
The truth is i dont even like freestylin...
Each rapper in this sites weaker than Stalin....



hmmmmm...changing stylesss

Inadvertantly seeking dusty pillows to follow...
Weak instant replay left my mind weak and hollow...
Tomorrow, possibly a better way to remember...
times of snow growing far past to december...
Covered by my mother im alive and well...
can i creep through this crank is it a hole in my shell....
Never, i severed my ties
lies reprobate my willingness to lie....

topic: beastiality

when i sleep, inside dreams there is a certain hushness
as a whole i lack somethin, my soul's burstin with substance
the dark accerales my structural mass, anger solidifies this
a sorta ignorant bliss, possessing every unfufilling wish
am i a man or something else, i loose reality slowly
king of the food chain. ive domesticated those below me
many men have forced me to sin, as i muster on brink
jealously you might call it since i lack birth with instincts
ripping flesh of another, blood seeps from my cheeks
then its gets blurry..... I awake from my dream

NEXT: lost in the land between real and dream

[B]lost perservation to an anal anihalation....
I escape to the desert to my true life like creation...
factual fictioneer painted with erasers....
Is my life real or is my time filled to be haters
Create her to my special touch
rugged skin makes it easy to cut....
ohhh im the real deal frown...
so fake i resipricate and fade in to the black now....

topic:butterfly

As I watch a butterfly flutter+by, I wonder+why,
As they explore and hover+by, they never let this hunger+die,
Opposite of most things, for when they leave their cacconed cage,
Tis the only thing that grows more beautful with age,
So ugly before entrance, met with little acceptance,
But now like repentence, washed with innocence,
In a sense it's ignorance, though the thought is too intense,
to understand sucha simple mind we cannot comprehend,
You cannot explain this in thought nor text,
For the world is s different in eyes and minds of insects,

Next Subject --> The Bible

I PICK UP MY JOKE BOOK AND START TO LAUGH/
"HA, HA HA, MAN THAT SHITS JUST PLAIN DAFT"/
HOW COULD 1 BEING MAKE THIS EARTH IN SEVEN DAYS/
SEE IT ALL HAPPEN - THEN ID BE AMAZED/
I GET WOUND UP WHEN I TURN THE PAGE /
THESE BULL SHIT LINES FILL ME WITH RAGE/
THIS IS THE BULLSHIT THATS KICK OFF WARS/
KILLED AND CLOSED SOME PEOPLES DOORS/
IT BLOCKS PASSAGES TO JOBS AND CAREERS/
IF U AINT GOT THE SAME BELIEF AS PEERS/
Y'ALL BELIEVERS ARE MIND WASHED DROIDS/
ALL THE SUFFERIN - THIS AINT THE WAY TO AVOID/
THIS HERE BOOK AINT A SHILD TO PAIN/
MAN, BELIVE THIS SHIT, ME? I AINT INSANE/
I MAKE MY LIFE AND NOBODY LOOKS OVER ME/
GODS THERE TO PROTECT - WHY'S THERE THIS PAIN I SEE?

NEXT:
THE WAR WITH SADAM

from dusk to dawn, morning to evening
egos what made me, a pyshical being
produce for the next man, lies to teens
two civilizations clash because "the ends justifies the means"
war. i shud be considered a sin
but i made legible by partisan politicians
i kill. so fuck it, im no one to held accounted
because of my profit, ive hurt a poor mans pockets
domination of a nation, killed or be killed
and death in its truest form is if he wont or he will
biggest "beef" i am, even the heavens screamin
so till the next "diss" imma be chillen wit demons

Next: gift/curse of prophecy

No one can see what i see an oracle of phrophesy...
its it up to me to change humanities destiny gods testin me obviously...
they gonna destroy there own but can i really do shit...
Actions i don't condone yet the population is kool wit it...
I'm Cursed to see death many forms of fright many graves DUg...
yet i'm blessed cause through my foresight i got a chance ta save ya..
Its like chains but giving me a key but the key don't fit shit..
so chained to this wall its on y'all on to deal with it....
Don't fall to the lake of fires bottomless pit...
Live your life in the right way cause afterlife i seen it...

next : alternate universes
Just edit your post next time you change the topic...
~Bounce~

black holes in fact glow, wack modes. .
if i go thru where would this track go?
the whole universe, is through & worse. .
when you try to depict it, u get hurt. .
the next galaxy, is a fallacy, now with me
we may be able to travel there metallically
i feel we're cheaters here on earth, owned
cuz aliens are waiting to travel here, prone
but we'll never get there, not in 1,000 years
but theyve already been here, now i fear. .

next topic: christmas

joy radiates and bounces off walls/
and happiness and thanks gleams off the balls/
i pause.....and wonder what happened to fall/
my hearts beats jolly like santa clause/
presents gleam as relatives speak with southern drawl/
the tree is crowded like woman's stalls/
hear excerpts about the disciple paul/
and wonder gleams in our eye as babies crawl/
snow falls and i put on a shawl/
guess christmas isnt bad at all.../

next:Broken Promises

A word of a man, female for that matter..
Broken..regardless makes a heart shatter..
Trust that a action will progress as said..
Did not, reason kids cry when lyin in bed..
A heart sour, incapable to forgive..soon..
Parents pride shoved aside - 'no room'..
For sympathy, ego's grow they dont know..
A happy xmas, for hurt ones aint bout snow..
Pure heart, love inside melts away like...^..
Guilty ones, ignorant as they visions pike..

Next:Life after death..

BLOAW!!wow my fate makes me grimace/
my soul escapes the shell of the dimished/
finally i reached the finish/
ready to meet the "him" so i can be delivered my sentence/
alls the time i shoulda spoke repentance/
cowarding from this light i joke how i used to be a menace/
as the pinnacle of my doubt and fears encased in tears/
i relive the good times of my years/
and bear the pain thats laced with shame/
lifes a game that i struggled to maintain/
it so lame..that thru all i did he crowned me a king/
knighted by the father with my angelic wings/

next: Chasin love

It's often foolish, not mutual n ur heart..feelin neglected..
Cherishin' hopes, tho the upshot is hardly what u expected..
Cruel, tho u return..escape aint on ur mind..second chance..
Cliché..u mentally crawl as tender lips say 'we're just friends'..
Still the glimpse of hope remains..to live on another day..
The pain..it fades away, but could return in from of dismay..
It seems like the end of the world, society seems ruthless..
At home infront of the mirror realizin that shirt was useless..
Ego collapses as tears unite.. in the corner of ur eyes..
In silence dwellin' are we truely destined to live seperate lives

Next:Death Penatly

I wasn't chasin love cuz i found it true
Then my world dropped, what the fukk am i supposed to do
The girl i loved left me like a was a fool
I was ready to get married, produce a flawless jewel
Now im stuck chasin somethin that i dont think exists
Cuz eyes vaporize and love escapes the mists
Manic depression is all i see in love but yet i still seek it
Just how im a white kid, and raps i still speak quick
Love is precious but unfound in a society we see today
If this is the end of life, then love is for all that i pray
-KeMy$t

next: pressure of life

metal clicks the cell opens..enter with a mean smile/
and tell me its not bad walking the green mile/
bisitors cum scanned and checked pockets/
my skin gleams with the dew of my conscience/
sorry to all my last words no1 aknowledges/
crowded one track mind shipping my nonsence/
the timer clicks...ripple affect goes in the room with voices/
had jaded notions now im cheated of life's choices/
stapped in..lights shine....ironic how in the vicinity/
the lights and me be the same..both flowin with electricity/
soul is a burden and i know no1 is missin me/
switches flipped..there goe my of simplicity/

ill respond to pressure of life to..

the pipes of my life overflow without causes/
this pressure building inside shows in my brains gauges/
pause it.......stop look into my eyes as i fade/
the better side of life is on the edge of my razor blade/
can i do it?do i have the heart to end it all/
shatter peices of my daily life cushions me as i pretend to fall/
winter falls on my window my life lacks hope/
the end to my problems hangs on the end of the rope/
its dope that i inject "murder she wrote"/
my pulsing heart slides down the glassy slope/

"poverty stricken"

Life is a gift, givin by love..but was not love blind..
Dreams of a better future the strength of mankind..
I'd give, if i could..but right now i'd be mad if i would..
My family, radiant as ever..their love i absorb as food..
Cuz it 'fills' me, the feelin is 'empty' cause it cant digest..
Face the mirror no regrets, did not act out of self interest..
Still i say im greatfull, cause im here n able to tell a tale..
Half the people in my situtation ended up in county jail...
I stand strong, proud..regardless my financials..n wage..
...Lets make a joke my wage is the same as my age...
I forget when smiles shine upon kids faces..ever so bright..
My house, no electricty..still i swear i've seen the light..

Next:Traffic Jam

beep!beep! move i gotta get to work/
i came out the house with half washed shirt/
a loose tie with wrinkled pants and worn out shoes/
race against time and cant afford to lose/
next lane i get over rapidly/
sirens go on...damn cops in da back of me/
cant stop now gotta go damn cars move/
gotta be to work in 5 mins not stopping for fools/
blowin steam feel as im encased in wax and shit/
hit the turn...OMG...im bout to get in accident/

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