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L.E 12-25-04 10:37 PM

To Those Of You Who Saw My Suicide Thread A Whil Ago...
 
...Yes, it was real. Yes, I was going to kill myself. :(

I am better now though...Just because of a new love in my life...Shayla. Thank you to all who supported me then...It's funny because I was more accepted on a rap site than I was in real life...

But anyway, thanks...peace. Happy Holiodays.

Recluse 12-25-04 10:38 PM

Quote:
Originally Posted by Limited Edition
...Yes, it was real. Yes, I was going to kill myself. :(

I am better now though...Just because of a new love in my life...Shayla. Thank you to all who supported me then...It's funny because I was more accepted on a rap site than I was in real life...

But anyway, thanks...peace. Happy Holiodays.


^word bro.....you welcome....and i hope she don't leave you cuz then i gotta go take over II from crying...lol...hold it down bro.....~1~

Nynth Degree 12-25-04 10:38 PM

Ayo LE, I just wanted to apologize for using that as ammo for a personal in our battle. That seemed like some serious shit, and probably shouldn't have been portrayed in the manner that I chose...
I know you didn't express having a problem with it, but I just thought I'd get that off my chest. It was rather bogus and probably shouldn't have been used.

L.E 12-25-04 10:39 PM

..It's okay. Yeah...that was a low-blow...but whatever, its in the past. Goodlooks Chaos! :thumbup:

Nynth Degree 12-25-04 10:41 PM

Word, but keep ya head up man, I been there before...

L.E 12-25-04 10:41 PM

Chea...it's a shitty place to be :(...

Insight. 12-25-04 10:52 PM

ya, freaked me out. i thought we were gonna lose LE. keep up bro. px

TeamOne 12-25-04 11:06 PM

yea........ that shit was crazy...... i dont think many, if any of us thought u were just playing around with that poem/rap u had written about her...... that om was pretty good and deep, too

Wickedclown 12-25-04 11:24 PM

werd i remember this shit. happy for you, havin a new girl dawg, thats good shit. stay up and remember, shit ALWAYS gets better. i had a friend kill himself a while back, i saw his fam, shit was bad. never a good situation, but like i said man shit always gets better... like you didnt do it and then you met ya girl... shit got better, life sucks some times but you gotta suck it up and get through the rough shit and youll find good times do come... stay up dawg ~1~

Dabatos 12-25-04 11:27 PM

wow you we're seroius.. my bad man, if you ever need help you know who to go too. n go to peer councelor forum in the emergency help thread.. no one can see your thread other then me ;)

OrEo da cookie 12-26-04 01:19 AM

le,man good job not giong through it, been there, funny how girls cn help when you least expect it, you owe her your life, she must be a keeper

Abraxas 12-26-04 01:21 AM

LMAO....
good for you :)

Valerie 12-26-04 01:22 AM

yeah im sad but not to the point where im commitin suicide! but i still need ppl to chat with :thumbup:

Pop Lotty 12-26-04 01:53 AM

ROFLZ!!!
Fucking moron, nothing serious enough to make you wanna kill yourself. Seriously...who feels sorry for some dumbass who commits murder...and to themself?
That shit is so dumb. LE you are a fucking psycho...

Abraxas 12-26-04 02:05 AM

^ weeerd...
obviously......
and he gots a point....
its your life anyways......

L.E 12-26-04 02:06 AM

Quote:
Originally Posted by Paramik
LMAO....
good for you :)


Dont know if thats good or bad...

Quote:
Originally Posted by Pop Lotty
ROFLZ!!!
Fucking moron, nothing serious enough to make you wanna kill yourself. Seriously...who feels sorry for some dumbass who commits murder...and to themself?
That shit is so dumb. LE you are a fucking psycho...


Now that's just cold...:(

Abraxas 12-26-04 02:12 AM

Are you Serious... would you really be willing to kill yourself?

L.E 12-26-04 02:12 AM

I used to be...I attempted 5 times. :(

Abraxas 12-26-04 02:14 AM

your crazy!!!

how did you atempt it???

L.E 12-26-04 02:16 AM

1st Time...Pills
2nd Time...Pills
3rd Time...Alcohol Poisoning (Yes, I tried to drink myself to death)
4th Time...Slit my wrists and Neck
5th Time...Slit My Wrists and Neck

Abraxas 12-26-04 02:18 AM

OMFG.....
*Runs away* Crazy! Crazy!

L.E 12-26-04 02:19 AM

I know...don't know what I was thinking. :(

Abraxas 12-26-04 02:21 AM

you's prolly thinking.....that you'll never have any sex in your whole life!

L.E 12-26-04 02:23 AM

No...I was thinking that I would never find true happiness because the one person who I thought loved me with all of her heart abandoned me and left me to face all the shit that happened alone...I couldn't take it. Damn...these people just don't understand...you think it's crazy until YOU are in the same state.

Armageddon 12-26-04 02:28 AM

Congradulations.. You successfully picked the stupidest ways of dying..

None of those methods are even half instant.. Which tells me you were simply looking for attention. And a bit of pity..

K.ontroverz.Y 12-26-04 02:32 AM

he who chooses death by self, doesnt deserve to live...

god put you here for a reason

taking away your life for a girlfriend

might aswell slit your wrist now

Coopa Bang 12-26-04 02:36 AM

This was one of da reasonz i left I.I.....shit they startin to act crazy as fuk..no hate fam...but damn over a goddamn girl...MAN UP FAM...

Abraxas 12-26-04 02:37 AM

Quote:
Originally Posted by Limited Edition
No...I was thinking that I would never find true happiness because the one person who I thought loved me with all of her heart abandoned me and left me to face all the shit that happened alone...I couldn't take it. Damn...these people just don't understand...you think it's crazy until YOU are in the same state.


i'd still think its crazy...
..........depression.. it afects all them....

L.E 12-26-04 02:40 AM

But anyway...these are the feelings I HAD. I don't have them anymore for fuck sakes...I was thanking the people who were so supportive, and who didn't give me shit.

Abraxas 12-26-04 02:44 AM

I was supportive wasn't I? :)

JRoy 12-26-04 02:44 AM

Happy too hear you better..and hope you and your girl have a nice time with each other......pzz ~1~

Armageddon 12-26-04 02:54 AM

Yo.. I'm fucking your new girlfriend!!

So go slit ya wrists again.. :shoot:

Abraxas 12-26-04 02:57 AM

^ Damn..
you have no heart.... :)

L.E 12-26-04 03:08 AM

Quote:
Originally Posted by Yeska
Yo.. I'm fucking your new girlfriend!!

So go slit ya wrists again.. :shoot:


:cussing: People obviously have no fuckin soul these days...Fuck you...I hate you forever.

Armageddon 12-26-04 03:18 AM

Word.. I'm an asshole.. Deal with it son..

The worlds full of people like me.. Understand that, and learn not to take everything you hear to heart and youll be a much happier person.

JRoy 12-26-04 03:25 AM

Quote:
Originally Posted by Yeska
Word.. I'm an asshole.. Deal with it son..

The worlds full of people like me.. Understand that, and learn not to take everything you hear to heart and youll be a much happier person.

Hes just mad cuz he no one likes the Best Pic he has of himself inside of his Sig....

Armageddon 12-26-04 03:52 AM

^That wasnt really funny at all.

Sorry..

L.E 12-26-04 04:23 AM

^^No life.

Fuck off.

Dabatos 12-26-04 04:24 AM

Dude!! What happend to your crew's Christmas O.M.?? I was like the only one that wrote a verse and im not even in the crew lol

L.E 12-26-04 04:26 AM

Haha...I had a verse...Melan had a verse...nobody posted them. I will post what we have...it wont go to waste.


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