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eph 02-04-05 05:13 PM

Heather Divine, the documentary
 
born january 7th, 1988.

heather divine, verbal abuse:

i was born to an infant mother( cuban ), she was 16. my father( hawiian) 17, explains both my parents werent old enough to take care of me. my father, seperated with my mom, cause he knew he couldnt handle such a thing as raising a child, while he was still raising himself.

new york city, queens was a good place to be raised, if you like hip hop. i remember being around 9 or 10: almost every evening you could walk 3 blocks from home, and see block parties, dance centers, and all that teenage kick-it spots. my favorite evening activity was the mcaurther park. had mad kids my age, it was a good place for the innocent ( young ) to just relax, live life the better way.

i didnt know too much about gang running until i was around 12. both my brothers, from degu ave. southside...19 somthing??? but i distinctly remember
them bringing new people to the garage ( where they did "grown up" things ). i knew what was inside, because one day when they left to DT manhatttan, i climbed through a window to have a sneek peek. i found the expected drugs, which i now have knowledge that they were bricks, many bricks. i also saw 3 large, orange chests, what i figure now had contents of weapons and cash.

later, being 15...long and complicated story short, mom died: april 10, 2003. i then moved to San Diego, lived with a foster parent named debby ( that whore ). well i colleceted well fare once i started living down here. and after 4 months of taking every penny i received, she took it all and ran away, god knows where. hope shes dead. but...they discoevered my father was living somewhere near LA. he was very wealthy now, probaly only because he left my mother when she birthed me... he finished highschool after the pregnancy and got his bachelors in business, got some job of rank. well lived with him for a year, he supporsted me... we bonded real well, even though i havent seen him since i was born, which of course i dont remember. since my mother and her mother raised me (both of them dead now).

well tragically he passed away on march, 1 2004. so i moved back to NY for a few months to live with my brother. i had two of them and they were notorious for drug lording and all that bullshit. california was good for me in those crueshal years of my life, because queens would have ruined my innocence. well shorty after moving there, my oldest brother was shot and killed. ( july 22, 2004. )...i had one brother left, who was arrested and convicted for possetion, and assualt with the intent to murder...some bullshit like that. i never went to the court hearings and trials. the hearing to tell him how long he has to serve is next month. im back in San Diego now. living with some more foster parents. their great though.

significants:
  • since i moved homes so much , i never got a chance to know any of my family members exempt from mom.
  • ive loved hip hop since i was born, its what i grew up around.
  • i hate god for taking so much from me.
  • all the death thats happened around me, makes me cherish life so much more.
  • im wack with text, but kill for topical.
  • im confused why ive never been depressed like so many others that lose poeple the love, i guess its cause i didnt know them much.
  • am now 17, have a trust fund thanks to dad ( 14.2 million )
    which ill receive once i turn 18, i guess i deserve it since have not one family member left.



thats the life of verbal abuse. now eph.

hope you enjoyed.

gotaasswhoopin4u 02-04-05 05:49 PM

Lucky bitch.....

Prizna 02-04-05 05:54 PM

^^^hahahaha...she pours her heart out and then u call her a lucky bitch...that shit was all unforunate but thas dope that u gettin all dat in ya trust fund...thas dope....now, gimme half lol

distilled 02-04-05 05:55 PM

Damn Send Me Like a Grand or some shit On Myy Birthday.

Sorry FOr Your losses though, I havnt had one single Family member die, I guess I'm lucky in a way.

Nynth Degree 02-04-05 06:11 PM

I'm sorry if this takes away from the point of the thread, but Heather Divine is a sexy ass name...

New Meth0d 02-04-05 06:23 PM

damn, well atleast your gonna end up with some money....i have over 100 million Rv money but the eqivlant of rv money to real money is like 100 million = -8

Rukkus 02-04-05 06:50 PM

Wow, really preciate you pourin your heart out to us like that eph...
And sorry about all the troubles youve been thru...
I wish i could take those away from u and make myself go thru all that instead...

Keith Moon 02-04-05 07:00 PM

14.2 million? Wow I live close to San Diego...one hour away...can I get some cash =)

50Cal. 02-04-05 07:36 PM

Your Seriously Wack For This Your Life Wasnt Hard It Was Really Pretty Easy And Thats Word My Life Was 1000 Time Harder Then Yours It Would Take Awhile To Even Post It Trust Me It Wouldnt Be That Short Just Deal With It Word Keep Going Now You Have Money You Aint Been Through Shit Noone Else Aint Been Through And Thats Word Nothing Hard Really At All I Think Your Spoiled And Need To Really Deal With Life And Stop Complaining All The Dam Time Maybe Ill Make My Thread

Compose 02-04-05 07:40 PM

dam...my family sucks so bad i hate them all they all doubt me and tell me ill never make it...i wish i could give them in for 14 million dollars :( ...oh well have fun i guess and ill stay with this life :\ werd to cali...

Kawn Flixx 02-04-05 08:50 PM

I loves you girl.Loved the pics that weren't fake.
Congrats and much respect.

Terumoto 02-04-05 11:03 PM

I was wondering where you went :thumbup: ... I never knew you were "eph"..

Hard life though... Good your livin in SD though its a dope place to be. And congrats on your richness...

What you gonna do with all that money?

..Decree.. 02-04-05 11:15 PM

thats my girl...:) i knew about some of it never knew your brother died (sorry to hear) this was intresting i think i might do one now.......

DQ 02-05-05 08:22 AM

Sorry for all the shit you had to go through...but always remember girl, what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger as a person...

DQ

paCeMakeR 02-05-05 10:21 AM

Quote:
Originally Posted by C.A.L.I
Your Seriously Wack For This Your Life Wasnt Hard It Was Really Pretty Easy And Thats Word My Life Was 1000 Time Harder Then Yours It Would Take Awhile To Even Post It Trust Me It Wouldnt Be That Short Just Deal With It Word Keep Going Now You Have Money You Aint Been Through Shit Noone Else Aint Been Through And Thats Word Nothing Hard Really At All I Think Your Spoiled And Need To Really Deal With Life And Stop Complaining All The Dam Time Maybe Ill Make My Thread

shes also a fuckign female.. THE most emotional creature on fuckign earth..........................go take some psycology classes or learn soemthing.. ur a fuckign guy... women arent as strong as us.... ............

DoContinue 02-05-05 10:35 AM

^^^ peacemaker... talk like that will get a lotta women mad at you... but... cali was bein bogus... eph, i know you not lookin for sympathy here, so i'll say that i read ur story thouroghly and now have a new found respect for you (although i never knew you b4).
seems like you had a pretty rough life(and i thought mine was bogus) but all i can tell you now is... GOOD LUCK in tha future... 'specially wit all that money... but you knew everybody would be envious of that...

DQ 02-05-05 10:46 AM

Quote:
Originally Posted by paCeMakeR
shes also a fuckign female.. THE most emotional creature on fuckign earth..........................go take some psycology classes or learn soemthing.. ur a fuckign guy... women arent as strong as us.... ............


May I ask what your definition of "strong" is?

DQ

Armageddon 02-05-05 01:06 PM

Round here.. That shit isnt much of a big deal..

But thanks for the nice little read.. :bored:

flow2crazy 02-05-05 02:36 PM

you think i could get like 20 bucks or something? lol j/p...

paCeMakeR 02-05-05 02:51 PM

Quote:
Originally Posted by Drama Queen
May I ask what your definition of "strong" is?

DQ

im sayign u cant compare a man to a women.. emotionally or physically.. men are stronger.. im not saying smater, im saying, that what cali said was out of line.. what she went thru is enuff to make alot of people, who are emotionally strong commit suicide and shit, let alone women, who are very emotionally in touch.. you cant compare emotions of a man to that of a women... thats what im saying.. that is in a lot of cases a weaknes for women.. men are less emotionally attached.. thats what i mean by stronger.. DQ..

DQ 02-05-05 03:54 PM

^Ok, nothing bad you said there...women are indeed more emotional than men...Just checking ;) hehe

DQ

JRoy 02-05-05 04:33 PM

By the way you said you hate god for taking what you have away..and god never takes he gives.....you gotta hate satan for that...Satans the one who takes....read Job in the bible

Nynth Degree 02-05-05 04:35 PM

^Speaking of God, you gonna set it up?

JRoy 02-05-05 04:37 PM

I will once i get my new mic....i just orderd it through the mail...it'll be here in about 7 days...

Nynth Degree 02-05-05 04:38 PM

Thought you already had your shit done...

JRoy 02-05-05 04:43 PM

yea i have my lyrics done and the song is done..i need too re-record it tho..cuz i got all this stuff on my computer 4 it and i want it to sound cripsy and clear.....well 1 i'm bout ready to getta new para shoes

eph 02-05-05 08:58 PM



thanks for all the feedback:

distilled: you got it
9th: thanks i guess, flattering
profit: thats the nicest thing anyones ever said to me. mad respect for you
cali: fuck you, im not complaining...when have i ever once complained?
virtue: thats my homeboy!!! stay true
omb: right here dog... em i plan to buy: a small house, maybe 2 bedrooms, get a decent job, graduate college, invest in real estate, buy a nice car, and hope i find happiness in the simplest things in life.
indeph: same to you, word.
DQ: you always lift my spirit, thanks girl
Do continue: your right, i dont want sympathy. thanks for understanding.

thanks yall. i feel twice the inspiration to succeed than i had last week.

Terumoto 02-05-05 11:29 PM

Quote:
Originally Posted by ub2ez
By the way you said you hate god for taking what you have away..and god never takes he gives.....you gotta hate satan for that...Satans the one who takes....read Job in the bible


What has God directly done for you? ... and I mean DIRECTLY... dont just say "oh he sent his only son to die for me and hes my saviour" .. for real.. whats he done? ... I guarantee you wont be able to think of anything.

Nynth Degree 02-06-05 12:13 PM

^You do have a point there, OMB...

Germ 02-06-05 03:21 PM

holy shit eh, thought i had it tough, upmost sympathy for ya eph, althou havnt lost anybody in my life, can relate to havin such terrible "luck" in life, feel ya pain (probly not but crazy appreciation for you to stick out all that hardships)....hope your life turns round for ya, sounds like it will in bout a year, haha......ps, im diggin your text/topical shit, plus you are pretty hot, lol


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