...My Baby...
 

aight. i know that only a few people know about some of the personal things goin on in my life... so here is a pic of my baby fo all of those who dont know,my son was born 6/12/05. turned over to a wonderfull adoption family, giving him up was the hardest thing i've ever had to do on a real tip...

pleez show some respect...

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much love.. this is just a lil tribute...

you lucky fuck.I wanna family.Bitch I hate you.

^yea, but i only got to have my "family" for a night... ya kno... i spent the nite at the hospital w/ my gurl n my baby and it felt wonderfull, but the next day he was taken home by his adoptive parents... its been real hard, trust i want a "family" but every1 is tryin to make me realize that i'm young and don't have a plan... sometimes shyt just duznt work out... it's all inspiration tho feel me?

yeah I feel that.And odoption was an entirely unselfish move.Put the baby
before you I admire that.Much props.

damn man, some hard shit, but im sure you made the right decision breh.

^thats the direction every1 is tryin to make me go towards.. but i still have 25 days untill it becomes final.. me and my gurl are trying to get things squared away, we know we want to keep him, just dont know if we can afford it, she's still in skool, neither of us have jobs, my mom is completely there for me, which i really respect, but it just duznt seem like alot of people are on my side for this, it's like alot of people are gonna be emotionaly damaged either way.... i dunno, the agency wants us to have our decision by tomorrow cuz its not fair to let the other family have him for awhile then yank him back... i dunno i need some real advice, i mean look how cute that dude is....

yo man i dont wanna hurt you but what other people think doesnt really matter.....my uncle raised his 3 kids when he was 15.......no girl or nothin......u got a girl homie and even if you aint ready for it......god fo damn sho thinks u are....cos babies are a blessin and u been blessed........hope things go welll man.......

^that is EXACTLY what i think... but u dont understand.. it's hard to explain that to other people that dont understand it... like... her mom hates me, she told her daughter that if she wanted it she had to move in with me... i dunno if she was speaking out of anger tho... she has a tendancy to say things she duznt mean when shes emotional...

dis damn thread gonna make me cry....dats deep doe...i know it was hard as hell givin up some one you created! Dat shit gotta be hard on you cuz i know gonna be wondering what if....but maybe dat was da best thing cuz some times da best thing is da hardest thing we've ever done!

At the end of the day, if she will be treated right and have TWO loving parents who will always care for her and have the money and time to spend with her. Keep her.

Otherwise it wouldnt be fair man.

^^^^^
dats tru doe

^yea, but i dont want my child being happy cuz it has money, i want my son to grow up and become a MAN, not raised on material objects, i want him to live off of character and heart... thats what a man is, i dont want his love to be boughten.. i mean these parents are rich and i KNOW they love him, and i feel like i'm giving them a miracle.. but thats my miracle, and i know its just a bump in the road, i've been through so much shyt in my life and i'm still here willing to wake up the next day, so why not take a chance? i feel like my dad wasnt there for me as a child, and my mom and myself raised me, i want to raise him the way MY DAD didnt, i want him to have the things i grew up without, i dunno... im feelin like this is some therapy session rite now, but im venting.... lol... i just dont want to regret n e thing...

^^^
Worrying started when you son was born....even if he was wit u, u was gonna worry... if u are happy for your son and believe they are good parents then i believe he will grow up to be as smart as you! No doubt!

^eminem wasnt famous or rich wen haley was born... he was a peice of trailor park trash... but he made it... what if one day i get a peice of the pie and im like.. damn i coulda supported him... i just threw it all away.. n i always wanted a boy, i can always have another kid but what if its not exactly like the one i had?

dayum sad story...

i hear what you sayin g. but its really uncertain whether you gonna get the same big break that eminem did. that's all down to luck. but i know this whole situation's real tough.
On a level, do you think you'd be able to find a job to support your baby? If so i think you should try hold on to him. You and your girl don't need to be rich raise your baby right,cos a lot of its about giving your baby a loving environment and raising him to have a strong well balanced character. of course money is a big issue, but in the short term it seems to be the only issue as you three could stay at your mother's house.

But personally, i think you two should keep your baby cos if you don't you'll be spending the rest of your lives thinking 'what if...?' and that could eat up anyone inside...but its up to you g

Stay up....

^ yea i feel u.. its a hard decision...

omg i cant believe u would give up ur lil son like that! wat age r u? wat age is ur girl?

^im 19 she's 17, man don't make me feel bad about it, ur actin like i did this without thought, n i honestly mite tell them tomorrow that i changed my mind, i still got 25 days...

ur 19, shes 17.....both old enough and should be mature enough to raise ur son together. babies r a blessin, a gift and if ur old enuff to hjave sex u should be old enough to take responsability 4 ur child. damn! theres really no reason y u 2 cant look after that baby, im sorry i jus think this was a very selfish thing to do on ur part.....no hate really, im jus seeing it from the perspective of sum1 who nos a lot of young parents who r some of the best parents ive ever seen....

^thats exactly how i feel... but then ppl are like... its selfish for you to want to keep him cuz u cant give him tha life they can...

how is ur baby goin to feel when one day his 'parents' tell him, that his 'real' parents gave him up!? n if u have more kids which im sure u will, all those questions....especially, y didnt they want me? im not tryin to make u feel guilty but im jus offering sum other perspectives here cuz u keep sayin 'OTHER PPL' say this and that etc, seems like u n ur girl didnt even make this decision. but yo, my sis got pregnant when she was 17, still in skool and my mother was in rehab! she kept her baby n she is doin so well now, he is loved more than anything and has brought nothin but happiness 2 everyone in his life, he inspired my mom to stay str8, n my sis n her boy r living happily. of course it was hard at the start but there is NOTHING stopping u from raisin this baby rite and givin him a good life....jus ask urself really y r u giving him up?

dam man...i can't picture myself doin that...i'll work my ass of for my kid

^easier said than done... i'm granting somebodys lifelong wish with this... as much as i want to keep him... every1 is tellin me i'm not ready, insurance, diapers, work, clothes it all costs money... i cant do this rite now... i feel like if the people that are closest to me and care for me the most are telling me this then they must be looking out for me... i feel like shyt rite now... no more comments about how im a bad person pleez...

word, much respect...that shit is hard

props to ya for keepin up and doing your thing

and keep up always.

pz

sad story but u know the saying...

Dont be a fool
Wrap ya tool.......

was invented for a reason

i have mad respect for you man...i can't imagine putting my kid up .. i was adopted to .. your a real man and thats werd

yea man...
you got my respect
big ups to lookin out for your kid, whether you let him go with his adopted parents or you decide to keep him
you'll do the right thing...

word, much respect to everybody, thanks for the support, i guess rapverse isn't filled with 12 year old idiots, i like to c ppl come together for whatever reason....

damn... fathers day aint makin this shyt any easier....

don't worry i'm thankful my parents put me up for adoption because i knew she did it cuz she loved me she knew she couldn't take care of me and she knew i would have a much better life by someone who was more able to take care of me ... you did the right thing man.
stay up ~1~

^yea, it makes me feel like maybe thats tru wen ppl say it like that... but ferreal u wouldnt beleive some of the hell i've been gettin.. it's like ppl think i did this cuz i dont want my baby.... i got a message on myspace that was like "you are a fucker!!! how could u give up your baby!!! you disgust me!!!! my daughter is the reason i wake up everyday!!! and just ramblin on about dumb shit tryin to hate on me... im like... dude duznt even know me... plus some of my best friends been givin me hell about it... but i dunno if they would change their minds if tha situation happened to them... o well ima just hope for tha best for every1

Interestin never knew Ofizzle had "heart"..lol

But u should be proud fam.

lol, watchu mean u didnt know i had "heart" nikka u know i <3 you.. lol c'mon how are u gonna front on me cuzzo?

our kid looks like my penis

so hows it goin omen? long time no see... give away any babies lately?

yea, matter fact i just gave away 2,000 premature ejaculant sperm babies to your mothers tummy :thumbup: yum yum! you're next bitch...

^^u sure it was ur baby cuz i think you should add my pic to the family and take you out lol j/k

yea... im sure.... lol... nah thats my gurl, through all this we've come together more, ima marry the gurl... so i'm 100% sure it's mine...