Let me outdo the REAL Attention whore...I'll Set the record..."str8"...jokes aside
 

Lemme see if this works...type a WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOLE LOT, and that makes it true...Pssf...I'm coming with THE TRUTH anyway.


Let me start out by saying that I am not a backstabber. I don't even feel like I've been stabbed in the back. I feel that people have drawn their lines in the sand and that is that.

With that said, let me once and for all set the record "str8".

Regarding my "relationships" with people on this site:


1. Cali: I was never cool with. Cali has been a homophobe/bigot from DAY 1. This kid has done nothing FOR ME, and hence I have no association with him. He dropped a diss to me and that was that. At one point, he saw that I could actually rap and wanted to collab. That NEVER happened.

2. Phenom...I actually NEVER had a crush on Phenom. I have spoken to Phenom on this issue and it's resolved. He tends to make anti-gay remarks and be homphobic. The problem was this. He'd make anti-gay remarks then come at me on MSN like we're cool. That's ridiculous. I can't get down with that. That's like a racist being a bigot then coming at me on AIM like "SUP DAWG!" Hell naw...I have no beef with Phenom.


3. Lady Fiya...was flat out OUT-OF-LINE to give me a "reprimand" like she did in that Rv Idol thread. She clearly has her favorites. That's fine. My issue with her simply was, stop down talking people who respected me. She did it before. She did it more than once. It's irrelevant. I mean, if I had to come up with a reason I don't like her, it's because she's a follower now. I can't respect that. Otherwise, she's not worth my beef. PERIOD.


4. Triple N...I'm not going to rehash the past. But, what I said was true. Triple N has a legitimate reason to deny my allegations to preserve his image (net or not). NO ONE knows what truly happened except me and him. And, that's all that matters. The fact is, APEXX (in his LUNACY) thinks Triple N has some deep respect for him when he doesn't. In fact, I'll put 100 dollars on the fact that Triple N "respects" me even more than he does Apexx cuz Apexx is a damn know it all who doesn't know shit about me. I have NO BEEF or problem with triple N. IN fact, we talk on AIM all the time, and I mean DEEP conversations about life and art and the world. He's probably deeper than you all realize. So, Apexx, STFU and stop trying to paint a picture you can't see.


5. Leady....I'm cool with.


6. Nostradamus...I'm cool with


7. Carson Jet...I personally never liked or disliked carson jet...I think he's cute...lil jockey kid..haaa...His voice annoyed me...other than that, it was playful beef with me...He even gave good feed on my tracks.


8. Ike...I never disliked...but I don't boost his shit like the rest of RV and don't plan to...sorry...If he thinks he deserves special treatment cuz some people (LF,LV) have pumped his head up, you got another thing coming. If he disagrees with how I ran Rv Idol, it's DULY NOTED. I can respect a disagreement. What I can't respect is him transforming into a raging ASSHOLE and calling me fags and homos...that's unnecessary and only confirms that he's always had the propensity to do so.


9. Ranks...Never had a problem with...if he disagrees with how I ran Rv Idol 1, then he isn't making as big a deal out of it as some other people.


10. Anyone else on RV who Apexx claims I stabbed in the back or have beef with: If someone makes a move and disrespects me, then they are on my shit list.PERIOD. There are no second chances. Some relationships I've ended because I refused to be someone's footstool. I am not a fool. Other relationships have naturally waned. There's nothing wrong there. The people who are cool with me will remain cool with me because we have an understanding and a MUTUAL RESPECT for one another. If the people who supposedly beef with me can't get with that, then they'll be beefing with me forever. Contrary to popular belief, I DO NOT like beef or confrontation. And, the facts point to the obvious. I'm "friends" with more people on RV than I'm enemies with.PERIOD.


Now...The accusation that I'm an "attention whore"


Funny...To me, everyone who accuses me of that is probably a bigger attention whore. Let's examine the facts.

1. I make threads about my life. YES. BUt, doesn't everyone? Sure, I may make more, but is that a crime?

2. Apexx has been my biggest critic in this area. But, the fact is, he posts as many if not MORE threads about his LIFE than I do.

E.G. "Which car should I get."

Come on people. Why in the hell would I car about that? Seriously, isn't this a rap site?

Apexx types NOVELS thinking that that qualifies or validates what he says is true. It doesn't

The point is...

APexx DOES NOT know me.
Apexx DOES NOT know everything.
APEXX is a KNOW IT ALL.

I do not respect nor like that person.PERIOD.
If he has an eternal issue with me, then so be it. But, to me, he's a lunatic.

He's taken my ideas and run with them. Rv Idol 2 was accused of being similar to his idea. But, I have NEVER READ THREADS ABOUT HIS TOURNEY AND UNDERSTOOD HOW IT WORKS. In fact, I still don't know the premise of his tourney. I've tried to shy away from it because of the bullshit surrounding my exclusion FROM IT.

Asking Mad Dog to diss his family is complete LUNACY. I'm telling you. Apexx has NOT been truthful her. On AIM, he mentioned that he's been in real estate for 10 years. Well, I'm not a genius, but that would make him 13 when he started. Now, that is possible, but NOT LIKELY.

Here's my perception on the true scenario.

Apexx is at least 35 years old. This man is a lonely soul and knows how to attack me because his life is so miserable. If he was so damn successful and happy, why waste your time on an i-net site full of TEENAGE boys making yourself look smart? I will readily admit that I am a homebody who goes out only occasionally and would rather spend the evening in front of the TV watching a dope ass movie. If I'm guilty of something here, it's being honest. I am brutally honest about my feelings. I am an open book. THAT'S WHAT MAKES IT SO EASY TO HURT ME AND DISS ME. But, that also means that I'll live and experience life on a level most people (including Dooms) won't. I'm not afraid of being hurt, that's why I experience love on so many levels. That's who I am. I am a very passionate and emotional person. It's in everything I do. When I started playing golf some years ago, I practiced hours a day, everyday, for months and months until I could finally hit the ball. I read books, watched videos, took lessons. I was passionate as hell about it. Now, I'm a local celebrity at my home course. People know I got game and my record this summer was 60-8. I fucked mofos up left and right and this was the most successful season ever. What's the point? The point is, I take things personally because I'm a COT DAMN person. Show me someone who isn't full of emotion and I'll show you an icebox. I just express the good witht the bad. You can not get one without the other. When Im happy, it shows. When Im sad, it shows. There's nothing to be ashamed of there. I just feel that people in general don't allow people to be themselves for fear of that they'll have to deal with their true feelings.

But, this is a cotdamn rap site. Can we please get to the business of rapping?
My sexuality should not be an issue unless I or you make it one. Saying "OMG DUDE, THAT'S SOOOO GAy" is middle schoolish and immature. That's what damn near every 13 year old child says.

I graduated valedictorian from my high school with a 4.0 GPA...
I went to college for biology and graduated with a B.S.
I've worked in the health/fitness field for years now...But, I'm shifting gears

For the 1st time in my life, I'm contracting myself out and moving into self employment...

I'm about dreams and making things happen...I love to learn and I love to analyze and try to improve myself...

How many of you hear can honestly say that you know your faults and vices? I can. I can readily admit that I have a temper and that I struggle with things at times. BUt, who doesn't have their OWN issues to deal with.

I think Apexx and whoever else needs to worry about HIMSELF and stop trying to make HIMSELF look better by shitting on someone who already admits he's not perfect. Now, the question is, CAN YOU ADMIT THAT YOU'RE NOT PERFECt?

I remember back to when I was going to battle Dooms and I found out that he got info from Triple N...Triple N as smart as he is DOES NOT KNOW EVEYRHING and DOES NOT KNOW MY FAMILY.

The only thing you know about me or my family is what I tell you. BUt, I will say this.

Yes, I do have a sister. IS she gay, you need to ask her that. I can't speak for her. Is she on this site? NO. My sister is very talented though. She can make beats and she raps as well. She speaks Japanese and can do graphics...As far as I'm concerned, my 16 year old sister is more MATURE than this 35 year old excuse for a man.

In closing...

I draw my line here.

I DO NOT like Apexx...I have NO SExUAL attraction to Apexx...I wish to make it known that I DO NOT respect Apexx...He is not someone I would mold myself after.

I am gay. BUt, that DOES NOT give Apexx or anyone else the right to be disrespectful to me or the gay community because you're on a web site. Let's say Apexx does actually have a job and a bizz? Do you think you can discriminate against gay people because you know or suspect they are gay? You'd have a lawsuit slapped against your ass so fast you wouldn't know what hit you. And, YES, you WOULD lose.

Don't play me out.

You need to stop frontin and be a decent human being. If you are lonely in life Apexx, then I have NOTHING to do with that. I know for a fact that I was online from 6PM satruday afternoon until 1:00 AM Sunday last week...Guess what, YOU WERE TOO. So, were was your girl dawg? Why weren't you out living the life? Oh, I know, you just wanted to "waste time" arguing with Teens on the i-net.

DEAL with your own life. Stay the fuck out of mine and I won't have a problem with you. Insulting me for being gay is ridiculous. And, the people on this site eat it up because it reminds them of their school/playgrounds...it's fucking immature...Of course you're going to "rip" me talking about how the "faggot" likes to "suck dick" blah blah...

and everyone here BURSTS into laughter because it's sooooo hilarious?

That's ALL you have on me as far as I'm concerned.

Oh...that brings me to yet another point. I have ZERO REASON to lie on this site.

#1...I am NOT the only gay person on this site but I refuse to out my friends.

#2...Apexx has accused me of being a "pervert" because I "flirt" with young boys...yet another LAME accusation

I know for a fact that You've made sexual references on a board full of teenage boys, as you put it. I'm not a teenage boy. Neither are you. So, technically, NO ONE is supposed to talk about or post sexually explicit material on a RAP site anyway. I joke around with people like Meta-4 and Colby...But, NOTICE, it's in plain site for everyone to see it's jokes and games...My DICK doesn't get hard when Im jokin around on an i-net site like "YEA, LEMME GRAB YA ASS"


pssf...another example of the dual standards that ruin society...If I Hoz of LV (both of whom are 18 +) make the statement "Oh, nice pics, ur cute"...and the kid is under 18, does that make them perverts?



I am not a door mat for NET BULLIES (as psychologists call you) to walk on...Don't take your homophobia and frustrations out on me.


I'm hear to make music, which I'VE BEEN DOING.


PERIOD.

fuck reading all that, you two need to stop writing essays about each other, yall like a married a couple the way you argue

co-sign...you 2 need to sort it out...and soon coz it's gettin ugly

ugly? too late for dat nigga




pssf...

and the sad thing is..he's SUCH A LUNATIC, he's going to "come back" with an Answer to all my points...He's INSANE...he honestly believes in his head that he knows more about ME than I do...that's the problem here...he's so bent on tryna to prove me "wrong" that he doesn't realize that He's a fucking LUNATIC.

PERIOD.

that pretty much wrapped it up don't you lot reckon?

there ain't no need to prolong the beef cos it looks like everyone's said their bit now innit

First of all, you're a liar, and as such, you're making up all this bullshit and fences to anyone who's going to expose you. But with that fun part out of the way, here's the differences between my thread and yours. For starters, yours is a beef thread. Second, out of 48 points, you only contest 9?? Third, yours is chock full of lies. Literally every point here is a lie. Watch:



Any other bitchmoves today?

CASE CLOSED............................................ ............

that's cute.



"CASE CLOSED"!! lol dumbass. Way to shit on your self AGAIN.

Oh, and BTW hoe:

*grabs a bag of M&Ms and sits down to watch*

i find this all to amusing .... its gonna get serious he's gonna start typing more hurtfull things its a fuckin joke.. your an internet gangster get a fuckin clue

i dnt think the scroll on my mouse has ever been used so much for one page, i think yall broke with them long fucking posts

ha ha, how right could he have been??
you 2 have a special bond i think. Deep down you both love each other so kiss and make up

its not getting ugly.. its just getting boring and pathetic now

You guys needa stop with all this pointless shit and if your gunna do it do it in BEEF or something instead of clogging the lounge up with stupid pointless shit like this...

post a pic up of your sister and tell her I wanna fuck is she look good.

ps, you mad gay.

you're the only boring and pathetic thing in this damn thread.

wow... i swear your gay, you follow me everywhere, your obssessed.

......and you're obese.

please don't call him gay, that's an insult to homosexuals across the globe.

Will Sun...
P.S. My sister isn't interested in shit faced wanna be gangsters...She's intellgent and has a future, unlike what I can say about you.

I will plug a dick in your sister mouth so fast, it'll make her head spin.

[sarcasm]your originality is amasing[/sarcasm]..... now go learn how to flow on beat properly

go learn how to attract fans! :thumbup:

I hate gay people like WillSun and Tha Q.

bitch, you sound like the chipmunks on fast forward on a beat.
You're garbage.
You dont even have the priviledge to even mention my name or breathe in the same air I fart in.
suck a dick, get the fuck out of here.

yeah, until you get a mic, stfu.

....like a chipmunk on fast forward...

and you keep sayin I rap off beat, find a song I posted on rv thats off beat.
honestly.

lmao " learn how to get fans, why learn something ive allready done????.. fact remains, you rhyme off beat, and you suck, and im better than you

lol @ all my rv shit.
I had only 1 track that was wack in rv idol
and it was that story tellin track
and the ONLY reason why THAT sucked is because My vocals had moved out of place in CEP and I couldnt put it back on beat to save my life.
So I did anything and turned it in.
Besides that, everything I had for the rv rap idol was dope.
Up until that story tellin track, I was thought most likely to win, along with Ike.
wtf are you talkin about?
now when it comes to naming a few of YOUR songs that sucks, I can go on for days...

your verse for the rap game track was weak as hell.
no one could understand a word you was sayin
so, I got the lyrics

come on the track spittin’ that crack, my ego’s bigger than Shaq
you was straight up lyin about spittin crack, but you right, ya ego IS bigger than Shaq
I hittiin’ the front, hittin’ the back we’ll put a Timb to ya…SMACK
had absolutely NO variation in your damn voice. no emphasis on "SMACK"
when ya lips touch ya skuLL, yeah that’s how you hoLLa back
I see what you was tryin to do here. lmfao, what the fuck do my skull have to do with my back? wack shit!
see Will talkin’ slack, but I’ll react with an attack
yeah, this PROVES I couldnt understand what the fuck you was sayin. I heard th entire track, but I actually didnt know you was dissin me until I read the lyrics. SMH, your voice and microphones do NOT go together. find a new hobby
and leave his eyes bugged out his name was Bernie Mack
WOW, This is BURSTING with creativity. :thumbup:

yeah,m great flow, but it lacked substance :-\
moving along
Children Cry
Im feelin the beat, no hate there
you come on rappin, I already hate the track.

NEXT!
DO WUT YOU DO
Already, you say you HAVE to peep the lyrics, because your voice is so irritable that its more entertaining readin you then hearin you

but actually, Im feelin this song. its not too bad so far. I just peeped the 2nd verse.
the 2nd verse was about one of your lesbian bitches cheatin on you. Couldnt relate to that, especially since Im a sex god and once one of my hoes get the dick, they dont even think about cheatin on me, next song

So Crazy
song is garbage, the first dude sounds retarded, and so does everyone else on the track. you came the 2nd worst. that Yung P nigga was trash. Go figure, 5 trash niggas on 1 trash beat, what you goin get? TRASH
Aye, but seriously, when it comes down to bein a better rapper, I outshine you in every single aspect of the word. You are literally no where in a million years good as me. we have around the same amount of songs, but 1/20th of your songs is good.

stop lyin, you dont have fans. NO one on rv likes you.
and not just rv, no one offline likes you either.
you dont do shows.
you dont make moves like you claim you do, cos if you did, SOMEBODY from the site would be able to vouch for you. but they cant. you suck, that "turn up your speakers" song is straight up WACK!

and you only say I rhyme off beat cos LV is sayin so, and even she couldnt find a track I posted on rv with me rhyming offbeat, because I dont.
ask everyone I've collabed with.
ask anyone that has heard my songs.
Diamond in the rough (dope and not off beat)
The Murderer's Theme (dope and not off beat)
Heat the streets (dope and not off beat)
I Bathe Hoz (dope and not off beat)
Its zone out (dope and not off beat)
Gun Check (dope and not off beat)

and thats all the songs I've posted on RV.
Not 1 of them are off beat, thats the only thing that can be said about me, lmao @ me rappin off beat. not likely

nobody can vouch for me??? ask mad dog, acuity(if hes still here??), E.C, daubs...... just to name a few... watch for the mixtape of the radio station in my sig dropping, aswell as mixtapes im featuring for producers that have made beats for some of the biggest names in UK hip hop.... i perform offline... and i have plenty of people i know offline, how the fuck can you say "nobody likes you offline" when you dont know me, especially my life offline????..... i said you rhyme off beat before LV said it and ive said it several times before today aswell, none of your tracks are dope, your delivery is restricted, still needs more variation, as for my listen to ya speakers... why is that?? too political and intelligent for you????... your truely retard, you wannabe thug

all the people you name never get you compliments, they all think you suck too. But on another note, how many US cats think you're good? I have people that like me here in the US AND in the UK.
and when I said "nobody likes you offline" I meant rap wise. Im sure everyone here has friends offline. thats pathetic if they dont.
The fact still remains, you cant find a song where I rhyme offbeat, if so, you would've corrected me when I named all the songs that I've posted on rv.
All of my tracks are dope. They are WAY doper than yours. Im tried of wannabe underground emcees who spit about politics and try to sound intelligent, and automatically think they are a step above the rest. No son, you wont make it in life, at all. I can make a politicial track that would shit on your entire mixtape, but thats not my style. I COULD if I wanted to, bit I wont.
And you contantly call me a "wannabe thug" 1 question. What is it that makes me a "wannabe"? How you know Im not in the streets everyday? How you know I dont get into fights and all of that rawkus that "real thugs" do?
You dont, but I promise you 1 thing though. When it comes to this rap shit, I outshine both you and LV.
nuff said.

WORD...that's true...But, then you get people who argue that "the only reason others are saying it's dope iz cuz they're brainwashed" or some shit...

this is ridiculous

No one on this site that I know of gives props and just leaves it at that...always bullshit attached.