Guys I Have a Serious Problem
 

I'm depressed. Very depressed. Barely anybody knows how depressed I am but I've actually contemplated suicide many of times. I've never pulled myself to ever attempt it but fuck... Life just fuckin' fucks you.

So fuck it back, pussy.

Ignorant fuck...

Shut up. Quit crying like a girl and man up.

hmmm...





Seek professional help.

The world doesn't need you. we got 3 billion other homos like you.

just kill yourself.

what are you depressed about?

no i agree kill yourself i garuntee you aint got it that hard... matta fact i know you aint got it that hard... if you are fortinate enough to have internet access you aint got it tough enough to kill yourself

L. Veracity speaks tha truth

*loves her* :cool: werd

Listen to Jazz.
:cool:

Alright forget i even mentioned the whole suicide thing for a second 'cause ive been thinking about this for a long time:

About 99.9% of people living in north america or any part of the world think that they have it better or are superior to a group of people who have not been exposed to technology or even anything outside the world they live in...

Take for example people living in a rainforest or something on an island where little to no people have ever been. These tribes (yes, they do exist)... know nothing of t.v, hollywood, fashion, technology of any sort, housing, medicine... NOTHING. They live a life the way God intended them to. They deal with sickness or injury by their own methods... they hunt and cook their food by their own methods... They build their own shelters... They do everything the way a caveman would.

This poses the question: Is our life really better than theirs, or is our ignorance leaving us blind to how we should be living our lives?

Each day people are exposed to stresses. I could list 1000 if I had the time. Just to name off a few... I gotta worry about:
-education to get a solid job for the future
-living paycheck to paycheck
-holding down a job to support a family some day
-busting my ass 24/7 because the second I start to slip is the second my future gets fucked.

People living the way that they should be have to worry about much less things than a North American. Think about it. They don't have to worry about anything other than hunting, building shelter, and natural disasters.

These people don't have to worry about looking good, they dont have to be stressed out 24/7 about one thing or another. They hunt, eat, have fun doing whatever they do and then do it all over again. They wouldn't even find their lifestyle difficult at all because they were born into it and were raised to hunt for their entire lives. They have to worry about virtually nothing. And what's more, life still fascinates these people.

We are so ignorant thinking that we have it great in life because we have all these material goods. That's a crock of shit. Imagine for a second, living a life free of all the bullshit you have to deal with, fuck, you don't even gotta shower if you don't want to. Imagine living, being able to do whatever you want, however you want, whenever you want to...and nobody says a thing to you....

I wish I lived like that :)

It depends on your view. I mean, once you get a taste of it, you crave more so once we got a taste of technology we kept getting more. You also have to remember there though that the death rate is much higher because of the lack of medicines, but the deaths are fewer depending on locations because of the lack on contamination.

Also it depends on how you weigh out life. Are the things you work for worth the pain you go through? If not, then you may want to reconsider what you are doing in life and try another plan. Everyday we all suffer but what we make out of the suffering defines us as a person. So in reality, is it ignorance, or is it the fact that we crave luxuries?

Fuckin word. :(

Yeah, with your weiner!

Oh, and we could all list off our troubles, but what good is it looking at the negative aspects of our lives?

You don't have to fight in 120 degree weather and worry about dying with no way for your family to get an income after you are gone. You don't have to think about where you are gonna live since you have no job and no shelter at all.

You are getting an education, you have a job with a steady income, you are able to read and write, you can speak your mind without getting in trouble, you live in some kind of house, you have technology to bring you happiness, you can talk to people you know and love, you are able to have money, you can eat, drink, sleep, all in the comfort of knowing that you will not die because of a foreign country. What you need and what you want is something you need to really look at. Cuz you may think you need certain things, but you will live without them. You just want them and you are use to them. Cut off your internet if you need extra money, you will save $120+.

But you want that luxury don't you? Those who live for luxuries will find themselves broken by greed.

Yeah, weiners ARE good!



And word to rev. I could get a steady job and live life with a lower income. But the question this poses is at what cost? How would my kids view me if they thought I was a fucking bumb. Society views people with low salaries as worthless, pathetic, pieces of shit. The only way to have a lower income and feel good about myself and relate to others would be forefitting the values I have grown up with for my entire life. Also, thank you for pointing out all those plusses, which are true and probably beneficial to most pessimistic people, I just find it impossible to lead a stress-free life...

Just be a bum, or become an isolationist. Retire into natire.

"I went into nature, so i could live life more deliberately"

It is impossible to live a stress free life, no matter where you go you experience stress. Sickness, family, eating, getting food, all is stress.

It all depends on what you value. Live how you want to live, but be ready for what it will take to live like that. It's like buying a house with a $800 month rent with a minimum wage job and complaining. Just doesn't make sense. Whatever life you want, you know what it will take and how much it will take to achieve your goals. You can complain, but if you only do it because of society, then you're probably gonna quit anyway.

I used to feel the same way. I even attempted twice, three times if you include living a self-destructive lifestyle. It's IMPOSSIBLE to be depressed once you realize that your depression stems from OTHER PEOPLE'S opinion of you, and not from your own opinion of your self. You'd feel like you're on cloud nine till someone tries to come up with reasons you shouldn't be.

Check this thread out, then PM me: http://community.rapverse.com/showthread.php?t=222957

yo im just checking up if this nigga killed himself yet






1.

So after this comes the "I'm gonna kill myself thread", then after that someone else comes in and makes the "Omg he died in a car accident" thread...next is the ridicule for faking your death over the internet.

I tried killin myself once before.

Didnt work out tho.

Wow people are fucking ignorant...

Depression is a cycle that most people go through. It's just something that people have to get over. They have to overcome it...think of it as a battle.

Yeah all you ignorant fucks laugh until someone you know commits suicide. Then you'll really be laughing. And even if it already happened...you disgrace them by even talking shit about it.

And word to what Apexx said. He knows his shit.

Well said man. I just went back and read your posts, and I completely agree.

solid contributer to the site..


im bored and shit, anybody wanna collab on something?

There's a big difference between people you know committing suicide, and people making threads on the internet saying they're contemplating suicide.

And that's the problem there. If you're depressed and you're on the internet regularly, get the fuck off the internet and engage in some social interaction. And don't come back on the internet until you're not depressed anymore. That all seems like common sense to me.

If you're a regular socialite and depressed, then go talk to someone. And nobody should ever have the mentality that they don't want to talk to someone about being suicidal...unless, of course, you enjoy being suicidal. Then you should have no reason to worry about it.

And also, if you're usually social and you become depressed, don't take it to the internet. By doing that you're only inviting ridicule upon yourself, which will in turn depress you even more. More common sense for you all.

I'll collab Iam, text or audio?

Sounds liek a good idea, but what do you do when you have no one else you can think to talk to, so you seek advice from your peers. That's normally not a bad thing. And now that it's on the net where more people could give positive feedback without concern for them judging you, that's a bad thing? How? Don't blame this man for looking for help. You should look toward the people who think it's cool and fun to mock somebody for that.

And why would they throw their - 2¢ in you ask? Hahaha, eveyone knows why:



You know the mentality. "Why use my time to rise above and conquor my own problems, when I can spend your time trying to make you feel worse about yours?".

slang rock ... thats quick money

I understand the context in which you interpreted my post, so let me just clarify that I meant it generally. He's not the only person who makes threads on RV about wanting to commit suicide, ya know. :)

U FUKCIN HOMO...
goin on rv to tell us u depressed like we give a shit..
this aint no fuckin diary...
if u want to express ur feeling .....
share it at ppl who giv a shit....

and to the haters comin on to me....fuck u im just speaking the truth here...
i dont know him so why should i give a shit?....

Cuz he's still a human being.

^....and u care why?....jus cuz he human dont make him special..

Lmao. Thoreau type shit.. or you can be like Emerson and talk to vegetables and stuff.

True. That statement applies across the board though, no matter who it is. No one can relate to feeling desolate unless they've felt it, so to expect someone that's never experienced something to have empathy for someone actively working through it is unlikely. Like describing color to a blind man.

"PSP User" I'm sure you know that your options for posts and threads that you don't like are still the same as they've ever been:

Option 1: read it
Option 2: don't read it.

But regardless no need to make it sound like you're forced against your will, because it looks more like you're trying to make someone look like less than they are, so you look like more than you are. Add to that, why try to get other people NOT to care if you're so disinterested?

Some people will see someone choking or bleeding or otherwise in need of immediate aid and instinctively seek to help that person how ever they can, regardless of if the know them or not. Why? because it makes no difference if you know them or not, they're still hurt!

this guy dead yet?

if not, jump off the bridge, it would be funnier than shooting yourself in the head.