I fucking lost it again
 

Well those who know me know I have struggled with some serious anger problems in the past. And a few months ago I got suspended for a week for putting a blackbelt guy in hospital just for saying it'd be a laugh to hit me and telling me to fucking bring it when I told him he wouldn't be laughing. Well after that I have really calmed down and done better, and haven't lost my temper really bad since. Except today...

There's this guy who plays for my football team who's basically a whining little shit. He's about 5"11/6 foot and a little chubby. Basically he fucking moans ALL the time if things don't go his way. And today in training I did a rough tackle on him and he started effing and jeffing at me and then the next time I got the ball he did a two footed knee high stamping tackle on me. If I didn't pull out he'd have broken my leg. I went fucking beserk and knee'd him in the ribs, then hit him with a right hook to the temple dropping him to his knee's. He was lucky I had my padded gloves on otherwise I'd have probably K.O'd him. My manager said if I ever swung for one of our players again I'd be off the team and never play again.

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i'll fight you.....only when im drunk tho..

I wouldn't recommend it. But if you were ever up for it come to telford England and ask for J. Mac.

Joe, you will never learn will you... you fucking sasquatch.

You need to learn from me, be fucking zen.

aight...i'll be out there soon you fuckin pussy...

you need to chill with that temper of yours g...how old are you 16? assuming you are if you don't curb that before you're 18 you could be gettin into serious brushes with the law and that won't help you in life...life is full of assholes wherever you go you gotta jus control your feelings even though anger is a strong feeling to ignore life will run much smoother if you do ignore it...

The word is "ZEN".

That is my attitude towards life, I am the most calm person you will meet.

for real? so you mean to say if a lil punk kept on tryin to be all up in your face at a club you wouldn't crack his jaw? or even rough him up a lil bit when noone's lookin?

Nah, I wouldn't.

Its like, too many people go around trying to show people up and beat on people because they think people will see them differently and think they are hard or something. Its just a way of getting accepted into the group for some people. Me, I don't give a fuck. I have no real need to fight anybody.

If a dude gets in my face, what does beating him down accomplish? Besides getting rid of his annoying self and looking momentarily superior in the eyes of onlookers. Wow, some accomplishment. It takes a bigger man to walk away, that is truth.

damn you sound like a calm dude then cos me personally i would keep tryna walk away but if he kept on persisting then when nobody's lookin i would do something...so im satisfied and he aint got no witnesses to say i touched him for real

but yeh it does take a bigger man to walk away from that kind of shit i totally agree

Yeah, its what I was like in my earlier years that has led me towards the more zen approach to life. I used to be a violent person, I would lash out at anyone who insulted me in any way. Too many fights has made me realise that it is no way to live.

you sound like a young me.. maybe

i dunno man. i had a bad ass temper back in the day. you either grow out of it or someone's gonna crack your skull. that's just what happens.. you'll eventually lose a fight.. and these days people don't play. you might even end up being shot up by some little skinny guy. i've seen that happen too.

i dunno i grew out of it for the most part. i'll only fight now if i have no other option.

Dude I would've done the same shit, but I would've took off the padded gloves.

when you say football you mean soccer ?

yes, he does...

whilst there are american football teams existing in the UK... he does mean soccer. my friend plays for an american football team, keeps asking me to try out because i am a mean ass running back, or wide receiver :slick:

the tackles he talked about had me going "...huh ?" then he said he hit dude in the temple. "where is the helmet" lol

i just had to make sure i wasn't misreading.

i rearely fight.

the only time i really fight is when i'm drunk. and that's rare.

Yeah, it was definitely soccer he was talking about.


He doesn't like American Football. Although, I don't see why so many British people frown on the sport. I fucking love it. Its high-octane brutal fucking excitement. If he wants to get violent he should play. Strap on his pads, boots and uniform and obliterate some fucker by spearing him in the ribs like I do. Word up.

lol i was a middle linebacker from 7th grade to 12th. played both junior high and high school football. i used to love it.

and yea you might want to take up football or boxing. it's a good way to get out pent up frustrations and aggression. i did golden gloves boxing for 2 years and it honestly helped my anger problems out a lot. it gives you an outlet instead of bottling up anything.

Yeah I'm looking into doing boxing or kickboxing, it'd help my punching and techniques too.

yea man. you'll be surprised by how much aggression you no longer carry with you throughout the day.

i didn't wanna box as a career. i think i'm better suited for things other then getting bashed in the head everyday.. but it was a good way to calm down and learn some self-control.

to me that's what it sounds like you lack. you lack self-control. mentally you are weak to your emotions and you must learn to control that. or you're gonna find yourself in a lot worse situations. take it from a guy who has been that route. it's not fun, glorious, etc. in fact, once you grow up.. no one praises you for winning fights lol.

I always considered trying to train to fight in the UFC.

I have a fucking awesome arsenal of submission moves, and I can lock one on a dude from pretty much any attack he throws at me. Its the whole getting bashed the fuck up though at the same time that put me off.

football (american) has helped me get shit out of my system. i've played everything from the mike to DT. I personally liked DT best. constant hitting, just pounding into the guy right across from you.

i'll slam anyone i dont give a fuck

i don't care about fighting techniques anymore, cuz last time i had a fight i was being "fair" and i didn't even hurt them it was sad.. now i'll just hit someone with a rake or screwdriver or something.. i don't care man, i'm 5'7 and i'll bury u.. call it weak but at least im not the punk lying on the ground.. fuck, i'll kick u in the nuts if i have to.. i hope u choke on ur balls and throw them up.. this is rediculis... i wanna punch some1's ears now

LMFAO you beat me to it man :(

"Everyone wants to box, until they get hit." - Sugar Ray Leanord

And do you actually have any training in martial arts? Because everyone in MMA does, and chances are with martial arts training in juijitsu or anything like that they have better submision then you. And you wouldn't make it into UFC, you'd might make it into MMA fighting but not UFC that's best of the world MMA fighters man, c'mon.

Ummm... dude that's the fucking point.. lmfaoooo

If you get into a street fight you're not gonna be fair, that's why it's a STREET fight, head buts, low blows, eye gauging, hair pulling, s'all good.

Josh your screen pic and are so fucking dope, everytime I get high I just look at it and sit there laughing for ages.

-----^ ur still gay....go JTR

It's like a "hahahahahahhaha that man is sexy I would fuck him" laugh?

You're sick... you disgust me

I've done some Tae Kwon Do... but fuck man, if I trained hardcore for some years I could make it into the UFC I think. Don't deflate my ego... :(

*is a provincial boxing and judo champion*

*runner up in junior canadian championships for judo*

and I wouldn't even make it to UFC

How do you know? With some strict training for a few years you could become one of the baddest motherfuckers alive.

You never know until you try my friend. :thumbup:



But fuck man, I don't care how bad a dude is with his martial arts skills. I've got a friend who is at Instructor Level for Tae Kwon Do... and the one time he tried some crescent kick bullshit on me I caught his leg and within a second had him in a Fujiwara Leg Bar whilst his pussy ass was yelling like a bitch. :slick:

man my temper is something i've really been struggling to control as of late...i still have it in check but a few years ago i would not rise to ANYTHING not coz i was scared but coz i couldn't see the point but after my break up wit my babys mom last April...i got pretty down from that at first and i was angry for weeks and in a way even though im over her completely (she weren't the reason why i was depressed but coz i wasnt around my son daily) nowadays i dont hold back that much any more and confrontation seems easier for me to engage in now...

i used to do martial arts as a kid and that helped my already calm self at the time keep a cool head but i aint done that in years and i think only coz i did that i still have that element of self-control, but there's been 1 or 2 situations over the last few months where i've blown my top and only bought myself back like, in the last minute and avoided a fight...but i know one day ima do something incredibly stupid...either to someone else, or someone to me...

but yeah man losing it is understandable but Nick is right, walkin is the best option...that way you unscathed, alive the next morning (unless while walkin you get mowed down by a bus) and no repurcussions...