*~John Doe~* a.k.a "My Father" (The Letter)
John Doe's words were spoken,---
at a young age I never knew-- covering lies with empty promises--- which left me emotionless & confused--- had a mommy and a daddy combined, in one person but when the two were together it resulted in physical cursing--- I could'nt cope with the thought of being the one tarnished reluctant to the fact that never was I, open-hearted--- But soon I reached a older age where I could really understand, that it took more than a dick and a sperm-filled hand--- empty sacks of paraphenalia removed times from sudden beatings, why did your anguish strict rage result in my soul bleeding---- Apologizing constantly I flinched with distant hugs--- just prayed that you wouldn't kill me all I wanted was your love---- I cried when you slammed the door saying don't come back, could'nt even look me in my eyes without a panic attack--- all I wanted was a daddy and I begged for you to stay leaving clues of no interest I discover till this day--- drowning in my own guilt a battered and bruised soul no control in my life still looking for that console---- Toxic tidal waves of stress spawning into my scene leaving me young and wise in a state thats only serene--- still there's tomorrow, where fathers and children glisten, all I wanted was a figure that's manly and who would listen--- but for you theres no respect, just memories of cheap thrills conflicting my decision, in a life of assorted pills--- to you I gave my heart, and you gave me a closed fist, throwing my love away like paper in the deepest hole of abyss--- you murdered me emotionally and strangled my realest change, now I'm prone to the pain, sort of numb like novacain--- But see my mind feels naked still not knowing why it's me your first born pride you were intrigued to deprive---- a mailbox with no mail with emptiness that remains a human really without a being so it's me that you slained---- hmm my first tragedy which I united with death but for you I refuse to take BaKardii's last breath---- a constant search for the answers, for your love I wont recapture, I was just a conquest with many saying "why her"----- respectively you've made me stronger but theres no thank you's in crevices it can't and wont find my lips my hate has worsened since---- so this is my letter to you dad I'm fleeting and still I stand, it takes a boy to be a daddy and a father to be a man.... I Hate You |
just input please....I put alot of thought into this one
just holler. |
UPPIN GET ATCHA GURL
HOLLER |
^^^^ styll why ya'll sleep so much in here?!??!
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Nice imagery..i felt your power of written word...keep on and let your mind do the typing
fashow |
free postin sorry ass mother fucker
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aiyyo...first of all respect...i felt that poem right there...nice imagery and touching namsayin...i felt the pain and hate in your words...that was just a lovely poem....i read it all the way thru as well...holla
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thanx it wasjust some shyt I felt I needed to do, to be honest wit cha I cried when I first wrote this.....BUT ENUFF OF THE SOFT SHYT.....^^^^^^^^^ |
UPPIN!!!!!!
i don't know y niggaz slept on that shit. i thought it was hot! the whole piece was hot! i had so many fav part i can't quote them all. so i'ma just tell u the imagery-- HOT, the structure of the poem-- HOT, the shit itself was just --HOT. i can tell the topic was a touchy one, that's why written can b such a relief. where would we b w/o it? |
thnx mi'ha
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uppin
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Nice imagery girl.. a touching piece.. your good at though aren't ya lol... OoNnEe
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I could be:)
anyway I'm uppin this abot holler at me |
yo shit was tight girl your really good
come peeps my shit Beware of the boys.my life in Open Mic |
UmMmM.....
Thanx.....uppin |
YO, i gotta give you mad props for this piece, im feelin your use of imagery, the feeling in this piece was definetly shown, hot drop, keep uppin
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Hey Gyyyrl.
This piece was madd nyce. Really felt the emotion just floatin up off the page as i was reading it. I especially was feelin the last couple'alines: >"so this is my letter to you dad I'm fleeting and still I stand, it takes a boy to be a daddy and a father to be a man.... I Hate You" Really summed up the message of the whole piece. Very dramatic and powerful. Feelin this. Keep that shit up girl. Peace n propz. |
yo that was some nice rythme i think that you should join my crew and you can be the poetry person
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Nicely done...
...really flowed effortlessly at times...emotions just came through strong and true... ...good imagery too, you used that fairly well...well written for sure... i could give critique...but aint in the mood for it.. ...resp... |
thanx it's appreciated
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I feel this one a lot. I dunno if you read the piece I did on my dad, but this was nice. I felt the emotion when I read it. You can read the time you spent on it.
Stay Up |
<Apologizing constantly I flinched
with distant hugs--- just prayed that you wouldn't kill me all I wanted was your love----> BEST LINES! this was deep...keep it up..1! |
*~Blushing~*
aww thanx ya'll.... |
do you want to join?
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no thnx.... I'm already in a crew for the moment...thanx anyway tho it's much appreciated.
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i was feeling it i went through da same shit ,but i managed to get older an kick his ass,(father)butas u get older if u still hang on to da shit u went thru it could keep fucking wit u mentaly learn to let go an forgive an u will see just how far ya talent will take u peace.
p.s. usually im not dis nice but i was feeling ya poem |
thanx...i guess i should feel....privilaged?!?!
anyway thanx for all the replies :) |
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