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I knew what I was getting myself into
sucking in its passion of lust inhaling the death tube.
The plague making my heart very vague
Christians don't want to see me like opposite of day.
it was the night when my mom wasn't home
working two jobs trying to shed light in this dark dome
sitting in the room with my best friend Karen
writing a poem-just unleashing my tight barren
emotions being bottled up, tired of being poor
and I'm getting irritated with the yelling next door.
Heard a lock unlatching, means momma is home,
rustle of a baggage-she went and got grocery
I smell foul booze, oh here comes the misery.
Faces on the wall and they see everything
while I can't, but hear the pain and suffering.
Karen looks up at my face, she see's the fear
like positive and negative attracts-she comes near.
Holds my arms thinking that I'm going to blow up,
my eyes ticking and ready to bomb those teary suds.
They're dishing it out, death is about to be served
or have left over with mom on the ground hurt.
Put my face on Karen shoulders-this is hard to bare
I'm naked for peace and I don’t have any clothes to wear.
Lightning hits the cords and shuts off the lights
then a thunder explodes through the illuminated night.
Foul odor sneaks up my nose and twinge my lungs,
wetness on my lips and my eye see's a tongue
it was Karen’s, mumbling- "Don't be scared"
and for the first time, I felt comfortable in my life, I swear.
It seems that all the problems of despair
has disappeared in the, non-tasteless and seeing, air.
We both got spooked, hearing the knob turning
lights came on, and my mom standing there
with a gun in her hand, smoke escaping as if its burning.
On that same night, I found something that I'll cherish
& never regret, I found peace and Love while I was being perished.
As the time went on, I’ve knew I kissed darkness
Cause my life is fucked, as a living carcass and god abortionist