Hopeless
 

i can feel anger course through my vains//
tormented thoughts always pour down on me like heavy rains//
i have no idea who i am anymore//
i feel as if i have become societys little whore//
my bright days have faded to a grey haze//
My daily routines have twisted into one giant maze//
the essential feelings of life are the things killing me//
I wish my insides could be flipped inside out for all to see//
Unleash my insecurites on the surface for the public//
my darkened mind has mimiced the ways of an abusive alcoholic//
i need a 1/5th juss to drown out the screaming in my head//
my soul is deceased, leaving my body a perfect replica of the living dead//
no more support from my alleged loved ones//
God is no longer with me i'm juss one of his forgotten sons//
On my own once again with nothing to look forward to//
so many expectations that i can't achieve or even attemp to follow through//
my being is in search of something better and new//
tired of this shit known as my life's story//
i know this will never stop it's on an endless loop that's circulatory//


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