RapVerse.com Community - depression...:(

while my soul bleeds i write down this line
this depression got a hold of me like its wrapped around my spine
life around me is moving to fast for me to handle
my hope is burning away and the wax is melted on my 1/2 lite candle
people dont understand its not them its my inner self conflict
my life going down the tubes while kool col-bs it trying to make me a drug addict
pain for me isnt pleasure it just another emotion for the day
as the world around me falls apart i sit in my own dismay
i try and try i cant get rid of these depressing feelings
but i guess the depression holding me together like a ceiling
id go to the doctors but i dunno if that would help my inner self
but i guess with all my other problems they will go on back of the shelf
if i took the pain outta me id be a empty shell
outta 20 million seimen we got stuck with this fucked up sperm cell
i know im growning up and theres responibilites that i have to take
everymorning i wake up and wonder if these 16 years has been a mistake
when ur father doesnt do shit for u and treats u like crap
u'd feel as low as me like ur not even on the map

theres a freestyle..... ill drop links later