RapVerse.com Community - *~Flow Intelligent Vs. For$aken~*

*death surrounds me completely*

parent's death clouds my barin with grief & confusion
my mind can't get the thoughts out is there a solution?
I'm seeing their bodies floating...out of my reach
brains archives are broken into like a security breach
how they dued playing over and over in my head
they died from discrimination the one thing I dread
I felt like it was the very end of civilization
but I still put my head up in my own determination
I hope the illusion of the past will finally fade
So I can be left alone in the darknesses shade
those memories do not hold a ounce of my desire
I want to commit suicide so my life can retire
leave no sign of debris I will be history
but will people figure out this new mystery?
my thoughts are compiling & I'm close to insanity
lyrically and in reality a cold and hurt vanity
pain and my mourning is working out rapidly
mirages in the sight of my eyes so unhappily
crappily...shadows being with my own body
no one to help me through this I have nobody...
my mind's playing tricks and there's no truth
ringing neverending...like I'm in a phone booth
kill...kill myself I say just so very softly
brains just splatter please "do it properly"
pull the trigger,be silent hold back the scream
that second I wake up and realize it was all a dream

good luck Flow...keyed it quick...