RapVerse.com Community - "So Much" (kinda for da ladies) Dollar Dollar Dollar Dollar

I was goin threw my lil shoe box of old songs and came across dis lil sorta heartbreak song so im just gon drop it to break dat lil Open mic cherry

(Chorus)
I loved you so much, thaz why i hate you girl
got my head fucked up,cant move on inda world
I loved you so much,thaz why i fuckin hate u
Hard to beleive i was a sucka for love
Best beleive im sayin fucka love(repeat 2)

(verse 1)
I was hopin you'd never leave me N always be by myside,
For you,i lay down my pride,confess da feelings inside,
Normaly i wouldnt give a damn if a trick choose to ride,
But since u rolled out, its likes im just ridin to die,
You was there for me from lil D straight to Young Dollar
Loved me when i was flat out broke,to a full blown baller
I dont even know why i bother......cuz nowadays u wont even holler.........
its really a damn shame, dont even know if ya playin games
Cuz from my perspection you just playin ya boy
Dont know if ya front for protection,or playin me like a toy
Stuff like that got me hatin u,thinkin thugs cant love too, Even though i stay hard..
im hurtin boo......
Other girls it wouldnt matter,but i still love u so much, its got my mind N heart...
all fucked up and scattered....
My mind sayin to jus fuck you N go, but my hearts wants to love cuz u jus a lil emotional though,
Back then you was just da girl i wanted to beat on a date,
Now i love u so damn much,you da girl i cant stand to hate

(Chorus)
I loved you so much, thaz why i hate you girl
got my head fucked up,cant move on inda world
I loved you so much,thaz why i fuckin hate u
Hard to beleive i was a sucka for love
Best beleive im sayin fucka love(repeat 2)

(Verse 2)
I dont know why you decided to leave,
tried to be man not nigga N give u my honnesty
I respected u with the truth,N look where it got me boo
Bleedin heart that wont stop drippin
I don gave up too damn much for u to be trippin
Stop smokin, quit sippin, no more underage drinkin,
Now dat im sober........It got me clearly thinkin,
That I should of lied to you..............................
Brought it up when da drama came too,
Cuz now im like Akon Mr. lonely in life,
When at times i was sure i found my only wife,
Im tryna hold out for ya, In case you come back
But i cant wait no more, im startin to catch me attacks
Feindin for da life of Money, Sex N drugs...
No more sissy shit of walks kisses and hugs
Back in Atlanta ya boy was Straight up Thugged
Now adays it seems i turned bitch for you
Soft hearted got me wantin to be somethin new
A father,a husband,and N da future a grand daddy
When i was headed towards bein; a hustler gangbanger or a STDed Pimp Daddy
I wanted you to be the one that was just for me
Now i got my middle finger up,cuz u turned ya back on me

(chorus)
I loved you so much, thaz why i hate you girl
got my head fucked up,cant move on inda world
I loved you so much,thaz why i fuckin hate u
Hard to beleive i was a sucka for love
Best beleive im sayin fucka love(repeat 2)

Alright just so yall dont waist ya breath.........yeah i know it needs a better structure.............yes i know i need a better chorus......but hey its talent back when i was 14...tried my best not to modify dat much but let me shut up talkin so i can hear yall feed

Ca$per OM(Da Truth it be)