Title is Lost and Found

Lost:

my hearts in a box,filled with depleted dreams, and halted thoughts
i remain there cuz i was torn apart....was found but now im not
the pain continues on all the day, not knowin if ill trust her everyday
i waz crushed had to share my love, so every night id pray
chose 2 b flirtatious but said she didnt wanna feel guilty so she stayed
wish we could go back to that time n see if im da 1 still gettin played

was blind but now i see, the harsh realities dat life can bring
why cant i finally just finally right these things
i remain vulnerable to attacks aimed straight at my heart
shes my only, she cant see it, her visions path is too dark
lifes a bitch especially when you have to share your love feen
i do believe one day, there'll b no one else above me


Found:

but fuck it, just duck it, she cant seem to reedem the possibilites
its not my responsibility for her to belive in that seductive x-tacy
addicted, installed cold hearted feelings while diminishing my livin
im finishin dis uplifting god given meaningful collision
now her heart says but her mind does the other
im affraid dat i might no b her 1 and only lover
now az i await lost, and waiting for her, waiting to be found
the faint sound of her feet is all i can hear in the background
*foot steps........fading away........*