Dirt on my Soul



Mounted with crushed thoughts
Playing in lullabies of bitter sweet madness
Craving for the taste of tears
Caressing my own eyes with hailed water
Bruising and abusing
Using and then soothing
Cruising with geared reactions
Addition to my happiness’ subtraction
So my skull is cracked onto
The jagged edge of crumbed fingers
Pounding away with there words
To express in show of others to see

“To me life is but a game with nothing but goals to achieve”

My body begins to weaken
Trampled by others thoughts in play
So I fast forward through
Time to click on rewind
To record in mind what has happened
In my turn in life to exist
Glistened bear feelings
I am clabbered with five joints of massacre

“I drift into deep sleep as my emotions crash like waves”

As the motions of pain continue
Stroking and then poking
Choking and then rowing
At my own physical appearance to ones eyes
I’m demised with pity hugs and kisses
Wished upon a star yet rain fell in return
Along with its hail
Swinging along the pendulum ropes
Crying out for dear mercy
Raped constantly with no care
Touched in every way with
No love; left in despair
With so much pain I’ve taken in
I shut down my main source of pleasure
I fight back to my own leisure
Planning my time to strike
So I count to thirty and get grimy and dirty
Shutting down in a side effect

“Dimwit stupid computer I hate this shit... You stupid piece of crap”

“your thoughts are a burden so I hung as long as I can to your dirt.”

DELETE!