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[CENTER][SIZE=4][The Battle

COLOR=RoyalBlue][B]this isn't an acid trip, no chemicals were used,
I blew a spliff with old spinach
but this is sick, this shit won't finish, I lose time, I skip whole minutes
if I see another blissful image, that doesn't make even a little sense it's
back to that sick ol' clinic, come think about it my Mom was schitzophrenic
and its crazy that the kid can spit so sick one minute, then let beef and shit diminsh,
just to re-up and start to diss the clinic so even the doctors get they
shit admitted just to get it ripped and splintered its chronic
but not contagious I guess the shits systemic
Deranged & Insane since birth, Pain Inside With No Self Worth...
Family tree attacking me,
Straight Jacket, Fate Had It...My Life Grasped amongst its Palms,
Rasped With the Pain and Survived amongst Insanitys Himms and Songs
I dont sing wit insanity hymns but if it comes to it
Im more than likely to catch the melody and hum to it,
which is to some foolish, but Im cool with deranged,
even known to pull a gun for it so believe if
he's singing we're gonna make it a fun chorus
apparently you can inherit these scary things from parents, see
parenting has no bearing at all
no therapy, no shrink staring me in my eyes like
I care he's involved is gonna help, cuz no sharing can solve
my fascination with staring at walls,
and everybody's right to be very appauled
Revoling Doors, Straight Jackets,
Padded Ceilings and Floors...
Whores of System, Drugs to Self Induce
and Lift them (spirits), Ruth-less medication...
On a break from life Hallucinagenic Meditation,
Peyote to LSD Insanity is hell for me
but yet i wear it well cuz see,
even normal living is hell for me, so anguish and LSD is
the only way to quell this beast
but Je-sus Christ these, people can't really see what I see
when my wrist is open and the Red Sea
is being split my Moses and bleed blood like me
I didn't cut this vein in vain,
I'm tryna reach the mighty
but merely speak my name kid and you'll find me,
overdosing on prescriptions of ritalin nightly
you've never witnessed so twisted a psyche
that never a bitch would incite me
for insanity itself even quivers beside me

CENTER][SIZE=4][B]The Aftermath

FUCKING HOSTILE, Meanwhile Im Choked Wit Bile,
Tears of Crimson Years of Inner Prison …
Trapped amidst myself, Visions
of a Deranged life Im living…
Thoughts of Happiness blankly missing
lost amongst My personalities kissing,
Incestuous reminiscing,
One Side birthed the other,
Now Im stuck On Sides
as One hides behind the others confines
as one confides In other sides.....

Confused at How they fused??…
At one Point It went Gun Joint
(Finger) to Brain Stem, I cant Blaim them…
Because I fathered my sons,
Lashed out an Burned
at what bothered my sons….
Turned on Point,
Stages of Rage was my Turning point,
Splices of Life spurned my soul as a whole
…LOSING CONTROL, Try to console
myself against the others,
Cant Hold them in…Band of Brothers,
Sands Shift for another, any other Brother
would run for Cover another
attack of the conscious mind,
Subconscious thoughts on Rewind,
I Pine for for some time to Aline
myself…But Im constantly stuck amongst
My Own Vanity, And My Brothers Insanity…