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Again be open minded

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/2/t...sticatmusic.htm

http://www.acidplanet.com/artist.asp?AID=235858&T=3402

here's the lyrics(some parts are left out of the song or diffrent)

Stagnant but vibrant with little affection/
Migraines dull my dept perception/
To my recollection life’s lessons don’t lessen my aggression/
Resentment is testing my morals essence/
Festering ideas manifest into plots formed from hatred/
Adjacent to love saturated in memories of being down graded/
Being sedated made native belief vagrant/
From heart to head from a greenery fragrance/
I just want freed from this mental enslavement/
Awoke on the pavement/
Days spent in amazement/
Paranoid by illusive agents/
Felt I was put in Surveillances/
From staying bent/
Now lost in a cadence/
In the Paranormal dimension/
An extension of suspension/
Lithless I visit interventions/
Of earth and eternal wisdom/
Fabricated outlook covering cataclysm/
Organism movements deform along with the rhythm/
Vulgar ogres threaten my stability/
When I’m half trapped in tranquility/
Sense enhanced along with agility/
Said what the fuck is responsibility/
Chronic progressive synthetic love is fulfilling me/
Passer bye’s look in my eyes/
Questioning my mental state of mind/
Ranting I’m traumatized/
Compromised I died inside/
And I’m just trying to find something more divine/
Than blind mankind’s never exhilarating design/
Then a realization paced in and stated/
You’re forsaken but your soul is eternally awakened/

I miss life/
And I miss love/
Baffled by an identity crisis
From hallucinogenic drugs/
I want life
And I want love/
Can’t find myself/
I’ve had enough/
I’ve had enough/

Now lectures became reverberated instantly/
An entity in need of empathy becomes his worst enemy/
Searching for serenity receive no sympathy/
I’ve a lost my identity/
Blossomed fully and erected a soul so self-confident/
No longer where my days monotonous/
Cautious of synthetic friends nonsense/
They’re lost in astonishment/
Replied they lost it/
Half nauseous and frail but I keep a steady pace/
Triptameans mangle this fiend’s face/
I told him this is not your place/
What happen when your dreams where being chased/
They where replaced with toxicated days/
What a waste to have such talent just to get thrown off balance/
Probably a malice/
How family made your emotions callused/
Haunted by sleep paralysis/
So twisted the Ph.D. couldn’t make an analysis/
Demented by significant unstructured goals/
Now he loves to loathe/
Internally erodes/
An great realization awoke stating this is the life you chose/
Time froze and I hold one single expression/
A face full of affection/
Amazed I come to realize it was my mere reflection/
A mental projection/
Stating I must make some corrections/
To help my life’s direction/
I fall into cardiac arrest as time elapsed/
Respiratory system collapsed/
Mapped out mental attacks to throw me in the past/
And dim my vision’s contrast has took its last stab/
I stand firm in what I believe in and what I need to succeed/
Just be free mentally from the bad side of me/
Now I’m one with sobriety/
Now life honestly holds a little more variety/

I miss life/
And I miss love/
Baffled by an identity crisis
From hallucinogenic drugs/
I want life
And I want love/
Can’t find myself/
I’ve had enough/
I’ve had enough/

I’ve come to a conclusion life is a drug in it’s self/
So if you abuse a substance and damage your health/
Your lifeless