RapVerse.com Community - Lost Another One

gut feeling like I downed a keg the night before
but I'm just worried about kicked out the door
Been fuckin around,..but get me mistaken,
.......only half my absents i was faken,
cold hands from the blood rushing thought my head
thinking of food and taste of no bread, cream
for i scheme, as a child had bigger dreams
in my eyes stars,....others just see a bum
my amishion is lacking, better yet I have none
I try, feels like glass ceiling never gonna shatter
stop caring, what the fuck does it really matter
weed calm my nerves, and releases my mind
but even that ends in a matter of time
then phase me back on the grind, doing time
back on the block still slanging my services
Seeing all the new blood got me a little nervous
to a lesser degree, there all just me,uneasy
question when they'll reach down to pull pink
then face get nasty like downing a hard drink
but after deal with this stress it wont be a prob
after all,...all I gotta do is find a new job