What Follows
 

When it was about trust everything revolved around me
nothing could happen and i wondered "how could she?"
Filtered through love jealousy breeded with time
i was never a fool, until pride fooled a fools mind
change was hard to find..nothing covered my bare past
of naked lies and girlfriends that were supposed to last
I was attached fast...my emotions never stopped to run
and i'd never be done, even after 20 she is the one's
My hate begun...and her life hung by her words
she said "I was annoying",now she'll swing by her nerves
she felt secure sleeping in her house with two stories
one being her parents glory the other bloody with flesh on her flooring
just thinking it was boring..action was the easiest stepping stone
noone was home,she was all alone...so i cut the line to the phone
the only tone was the night predicting my life and the outcome
with clouds ambushing the moon and the stars proud of em
the door was unlocked....it seemed fate pushed me up stairs
and to her door that was barely open, just because she was scared
i glared into her closed eyes noticing only perfect thoughts
then woke her up screamin.."THIS IS THE PAIN YOU"VE BEEN BROUGHT"
she was distraught...begging for her life
and i stood still....as she knew she'd end up on my knife
the night ended....her insides hung from her ceiling fan
and her heart i kept wishing it coulda been more then in my hands
as i walked out i noticed a paper with writing
it was a poem with my name and "i love you , i'm sorry for fighting"
i was wrong about her...my actions couldn't be swallowed
my true love was gone,and all my thoughts were hollow
i had my knife in my hand...and this fate is what follows

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