All On Me
 

DEAD PUPPIES AREN"T MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!!! - ~ Sinnister ~
Sorry 2004 "dissing warlord420" - taziznice

(verse 1)
boo I promised I was gonna take care of you
and be there for you, I was gonna stay true
relationship been crappy n you like my style
I gotta keep you happy, gotta make you smile
tryna make this head into the right direction
provide you wit what you need like protection
tryin 2 keep our luv n this special connection
love and life... makes a perfect intersection
lets keep it that way, I can't see you racing
out my door, can't find another girl replacin
a luv like yours and boo I don't have control
of your life, ma I am just touching your soul
to me you are sumthin in life that I never had
keepin u n' havin u as my wife I would be glad
but fo dat to happen it depends on my attitude
cuz if I fuck up on you, babygurl I am screwed
and you know I am rude and I forgot to include
that, I am in process of getting my life glued
back 2gether, so boo tell me whats it gonna be
cuz the future fo us, is what I am tryin 2 see
the path fo us both is paved but its ALL ON ME

(hookx2)
if you look deeper, you can see collisions
bcuz I have been making sum dumb decisions
life n friends aren't in the same division
for me, Jonny a rapper?, I cannot envision
that, a positive person is what I'm tryna be
n' for that to happen nigga, it is all on me

(Verse 2)
Never thought it would happen, me next in line
becoming a leader now is sumthin that is blind
to me, now my pops is gettin a little bit older
gotta act bolder, even if my heart turns colder
gray hair is developing n' shits on my shoulder
if pop dies tomorrow, I become the family holder
everything rests on me, but I am not a good leader
because I cannot fix errors! as in a proof reader
but I gotta learn someday I might as well learn
to be a man today n watch my teenage years burn
away n I don't got luv but my peeps are concerned
bout me, bein here where I am 2day was neva earned
it was given to me because all my life I've been
slackin, somehow I find a way to conquer and win
wit all my sins dat r pumpin from my cold ass heart
I'm tryna be what I can but the devil rips me apart
its all on me

(hook)