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Title: Cracked Mirror...
Author: T-West

mental trauma, lean back, thinking...re-cap
the day's events, early morning relapse
In a state of rehab, I gather my thoughts
blood on the bathroom floor, stained red on the door
kneeling down, feeling weak, red oozes from my knuckles
body feels crumpled, keeping balance is a struggle
forced to tumble, sprawled on the bathroom mat
glass shards from before, impail into my back
Eyes turn eiry, a reflection of my feeling
I'm...scared of myself, I'm scared of what I'm hearing
Not knowing where from..."Tell me ur fucking whereabouts!"
I shout, to my inner voice, i'm yelling to myself
I cry..."Fuck You! Yes you i'm talking to!"
"Yes you, you fucking bastard! I'm looking at you!"
Overwhemled by hate, I...just...can't...take it...
Squeeze a glass in my fist, rip my flesh as I break it
losing eyesight, filled with tears, I crawl
I look forward and shout..."Fuck You!" then I fall...
glass slices my stomache, started choking, then heaving
black and red fluid, exposed to eternal bleeding
Gasping for air, coughing out my own blood
"I hate you! I'm fucking proud of what i've done!"
My bloodly palm on my mirror, raged eyes, no fear...
I look...Then whisper......"You weren't meant to be here"....

Too many people today aren't satisfied with the way they are...We got kids
commiting suicide because they feel that they aren't good enough to
live...This is a wake-up call...we can't sweep these problems under
the rug anymore...action needs to be taken...and it starts here.

You've just witnessed the scene of another child in today's world
commiting suicide...

pz god bless.
- T-West.