I finnally found out how
 

I'm pleased at times but I'm teased by emotional peak
Saw my mind was broken felt my soul had to intervene just 2 speak
I wanna leave this planet cuz I'm wise partially evangalized
I seek my real eyes like I will die if god never hear my cries
I'm so concerned about my future so many exercises 2 expand thought
If I master absolute feelings I wasn't meant to have I bet I'd be shot
Like Malcom X, Martin Luther King tried to gain respect for our people
Thru themselves and I don't care about bein offed for tryin 2 make everyone equal
When you begin to see and teach yourself you see a system of oppression
I make lessons 2 shed greed gotta bleed my ignorance just 2 make a mental correction
Most don't know but you maintain 3 or 4 thoughts just 2 make a line
We so ignorant wit criminal minds its like liftin weights just to make a rhyme
How does it feel not to know your own truth when all your life you've been blind
you look back when you can see even with half vision that you were in danger of dyin

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