[Feelings] Feedback would be nice
 

Something worth living for that's the question that got me knocking on heavens door.
You'll never hear my name near heavens gates as I continue to make these sinful mistakes.
Witness to god and witness to Satan in the land of the fuck up and forsaken.
How do I proceed this life with no dam wife? I am a beast I need to be deceased.
What is my life worth living for when I have noting worth living for?
I cant remember the day my dad said he loved me I only remember the times when he pushed and shoved me. I was cruised sense day one "Mom" why the fuck did you have to give birth to an ugly son? IM in a bottomless pit and there's no way out the only thing I do is scream and shout...Why do I continue doing the things I do, I know if I stop I will be much closer to you.