Dad
 

u never even notice thst i'm standing there
so i jut sit back and think y should i care
i wanted to love u so damn bad
but now i'm glad that ur out of my life dad
when the going gets tuff the tuff gets going
i didn't understand but now i'm growing
i have to look at everything in a different perspective
but sumtimes i wish u would have been a lil ova protective
i remeber the bad times but i can still remeber some good
so if u took it i hate u, u misunderstood
sumtimes i just wish that u would call
but i sit there thinkin that i have to stand tall
i don't like to get told that i am wronge
i just want to be excepted and belong
my mom says that i need to call u
but if u really cared thats what u'd do
ur the parent and i'm the child, do ur job
but u haven't been so itz myin my heart throb
come on step to the plate be a real father
when u were drunk i wouldn't talk, not even bother
so right now i'm tried of it all, tried of ur shit
fuck it...itz not my job to put up with it
so i just want to say if u ever get to read this tht i love u
but u cud say hi one day...thats what a real dad would do

that wuz good kk..... i kno how hard it is for u cuz of ur dad.......... thats y i respect u. sum people just dont get wut u say itz cuz they dont kno wut u ben through.... u hav had sum tuff times and i've ben there 4 u thats y i luv u like muh sis.... lol we really r blood sissies though.... love u gurl and i'll always b there 4 u

awww, i wanna cry, you should tell him how you feel, i know its hard and all, but i liked the poem it was heartfelt and emotional, it helps to let it out and write about it, i hope you get through this, and it sounds like you have a good friend to help you, keep it up, peace