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“Questioning My Existence ft. Scenario”

Intro Talk
Priest: Paramik, I’ve been hearing about your anger and thoughts lately…
Me: I gotta find out this existence… why wont God tell me?
Me: Well, it’s too much I got so many questions… I need my answers…
Priest: Calm yourself it will come soon enough…
Me: I got too many shit stuck in my fucking head… now its time to let it out…
*walks out of the church*

*Echo*
I got so many questions (so many I’m stuck)
I got so many questions (so many I’m stuck)
My mind keeps urging me, I fell like I’m fucked
My mind keeps urging me, I fell like I’m fucked

I got so many troubles in my life how the fuck can I be living then.
Keeping my hopes up, I always try but fuck that I’m failing again.
Got too many thoughts in my head, so instead should I quit this?
To many unanswered questions, I don’t even know if God exists.
So I’m stuck with too many thoughts and too many fucking questions.
I got aggression with obsession of existence killings a suggestion.
Too complicated, it’s the people of what problems were created.
To many hatred, but who’s to blame?, all problems are related.
I wonder is it God who is punishing us, giving us more trouble?
Like a world of pretend, most of our hopes are buried in rubble.
The sinners in a world of no winners they have polluted the earth.
Is this Gods plan for it to be, or was God’s creation just not worth.

Chorus
Im thinking about all this bullshit, while writing this verse. (This verse)
Is this the world I know today, or is just getting worse?
My minds going in reverse, I see the future flying in my head.
Or should I just stop my thinking, and not look ahead.
I’m speaking this aloud, though God still won’t give a sign.
I’m not making through it, like getting jail after a life of crime.
God says “don’t question your existence” fuck im doing it now.
So I’m speaking my mind though God never had it allowed.

Scenarios verse
I’m still the same person but I’ll admit I was foolish and soft.
And how did I go from knowing to becoming so clueless and lost?
I’ve been calling for God, while I sit waiting, ready for some help.
I know nobody wanna see another me so they put red on my belt.
Trying to concentrate on the task, I sometimes get ahead of myself.
But for some reason no matter how hard I try He never responds.
And I’m praying that before I hit my 20 my problems will be gone.
Never had to think this hard when I was young, not once at all.
It’s like I got a barrier set up around me, and it takes months to fall.
Why won't God respond, not even a hint or even one simple sign.
Cause The only thing that keeps me going is the verses in my lines
and i know they all gonna miss me when my bodies laid out straight like wrinkle line.

Chorus
Im thinking about all this bullshit, while writing this verse. (This verse)
Is this the world I know today, or is just getting worse?
My minds going in reverse, I see the future flying in my head.
Or should I just stop my thinking, and not look ahead.
I’m speaking this aloud, though God still won’t give a sign.
I’m not making through it, like getting jail after a life of crime.
God says “don’t question your existence” fuck im doing it now.
So I’m speaking my mind though God never had it allowed.

I was praying for your support, the fact is you never helped me.
And since you are the right hand, is it just because im a lefty?
I’m not sure about writings in the bible, about Adam and Eve.
Were they the first couple to fuck, or were we just deceived?
I’m wondering how I’m living then, How did I first came to life?
Fuck a knife, I’m fucking being tortured by this mental strife.
So that why I’m following my conscience cause I don’t believe.
Asking the priest and looking for the answers I can achieve.
I don’t believe in this shit, I stick to the theories of science.
Reliance on the theories, its obvious, god’s giving me defiance.
Looking for my answers, and I’m willing to travel the distance.
None knows my answer, I’m beginning to deny my existence.

Chorus
Im thinking about all this bullshit, while writing this verse. (This verse)
Is this the world I know today, or is just getting worse?
My minds going in reverse, I see the future flying in my head.
Or should I just stop my thinking, and not look ahead.
I’m speaking this aloud, though God still won’t give a sign.
I’m not making through it, like getting jail after a life of crime.
God says “don’t question your existence” fuck im doing it now.
So I’m speaking my mind though God never had it allowed.

*Echo*
Looking for my answers, and I’m willing to travel the distance.
None knows my answer, I’m beginning to deny my existence.

Outro Talk
ME: Yeah, fuck it….
Me: Now you know why, know give me a sign…
*walks back to Church*

*Surprisingly a Large roll of and old scripture falls down on one of the benches, Paramik notices it and gets it………………………………………… ……*