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Sinister Thoughts

The Thought
Sitting there watching CBS News on my black and white TV
Thoughts running through my head as white mice run by me
Reporters having interviews with people in such high power
Sky gloomy, weatherman expecting spring thundershowers
The old lady across the street carrying seeds to plant sunflowers
still, getting headaches from the evil thoughts going through my head
Wishing the two people I hated for ever were dead in their grave bed

The Reality
Planning out my day, no work…No job anyway
Weather man was wrong the sun is bright today
My mother called me this mourning when I was sleep
Telling me I owe her money and mortgage isn’t cheap
She been pissing me off all my life I wish she would die
Everything I do she needs to ask and ask where and why
She is the reason my dad walked out on us when I was a kid
But I still do not understand what the hell she had did…
But I hate my father 2..Never see him not even on my Birthday
Wasn’t there to watch me play football in my high school Days
I could just end their lives today and have my life take that pathway

Murder and Suicide
Got into my old jeep and stepped on the gas
Avoiding all the police around a 4 car crash
Got off at exit 18 and made a right to lean street
That’s where me and my mother would meet
I saw her at the front and step up to her..
I saw her rich into her pocket that’s the last thing I remembered