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Here you go im done...

Stood in tha morning and went 2 tha bathroom 2 brush...
The 1st time i looked at my self, accually stared and such...
I noticed my eyes there was something wierd about them 2day...
They were red from all tha evil ive done standin up on this day of May...
Ive noticed how much shit i did 2 hurt peoples feelings and faces 2...
I mean its true... im an evil person 4 you 2 talk shit to...
I looked at my hand and spotted my viens with frozen blood...
Im cold blooded... no feeling when I take a life... my heart thick as mud...
I take another stare into my eyes and notice the change thro life...
The 1st time i ever grabbed a knife, tha 1st time for me 2 ever take a life...
My reflection scared me I jumped back in fear...
Didnt drop a tear... feelin was gettin poked by a spear...
In my heart and shit i couldnt even breathe..
I didnnt wanna belive...
That through life i turned pages from tricicle 2 cars and planes...
From shanks 2 guns... From brand new white tee's 2 bloody stains...
I was wrong and i didnt wanna live with so many bodies on my sholder...
Its like a fucking boulder... And by the day my heart its gettin colder...
Im not even thinkin about the things ive done...
Ran out my bathroom and found my gun...
Put tha clip right in... and cocked tha chamber back...
I stood there motionless wanting for tha line 2 go flat...
Felt a sharp pain in my spine and the gun dropped out my hand...
I stood back... Wondering I think god is giving me another chance...

* 3 Months Later *

Same mirror im lookin at and this time im not regreting living...
November 17th im happy now its tha day of thanks giving...
Im lookin forward 2 tha food ill eat...
I look forward 2 carve tha meat...
I see my self as tha man i was never born as before...
I was happy when I turned around and walked out my bathroom door...