RapVerse.com Community - caught in a pain storm.....

y'all will hafta bear with me.... i gotta release my soul......

question 1: how much can one being take
before they realise this ain't life. you're just being raped
it seems that no matter where you turn, you're stuck with it
like when a beautiful girl walks up and fronts here friggin digits
you start off believing that this woman has it all together
till you check her atmospheric pressure and see the fall in weather
but you can't forget her, cuz by her side, life just seems better
she got you feelin' poetic with every letter
so you sweat her... buy her the world while you shop at wal mart
back of ya mind telling you people think you're all heart
(that's when the fall starts). the real you ain't even in the ballpark
you can't take control of the game even if you called mark
and you wondering how you got burned when at first it was all spark
you calling her bitch and hoe now... but she should really be called smart.....

you still there?

question 2: this is the one i teach my lesson through
people say you're a gift from God... but who's blessing you?
you live ya whole life seeking out what is very best to do
end up falling apart by 40, from all these people testing screws
you stop contributing to ya life and invest in cess and brew thick
back of ya mind telling you that ya sloppy ass is really a sexy new chick
5 o'clock shadows turn into a total eclipse
forgetting times and dates. and all your life you were always knowing this shit
find yourself in a bathroom corner with so many pills you've swollen ya lips
playing polish roulette hoping there's an explosion after it clicks
floating up to heaven, Jesus asks,"who's bastard is this?"
what you think you can kill yourself and think He's just slappin' ya wrist?
might be a nice day, and He sends you back... with a twist
open your eyes to find you're a protozoa eating the crap of a fish....

my conclusion....

sometimes i like to sit and think what would've happened if i'd torn something
i remember the placenta and afterbirth...seems like i was born running
i free fall through abyss, damn taking a few steps before jumping
seems like waking up on the right side just made me more grumpy
you ain't a dummy, if you contemplate fate, then why create?
if you were born of love then why the hell do we hate?
1&2 have the same answer, you just gotta finish your plate
back of your mind is telling you some things you need ta debate
human instinct is powerful...but habits? some need ta break
early bird gets the worm....so i guess i'm fucking sleepin' late....