A focused life ------- a willing death....
 

"Human life is truely a short affair. It is better to live doing the things that you like. It is foolish to live within this dream world
seeing unpleasantness and doing only things that you do not like." Hagakure




Sick of nights spent staring at the clock, finally ready to rest like desiples of retainers
sick of nights spent hidden in the shadow of leaves, and after millions have been slattered, i decide to finally return the favor
Dreams are truthful manifestations, the way thoughts while asleep seem to appeal, my whole additude changes
i teach from basics, now i look on life and realize that i only live apon what fate says

my past clouds happiness, tears move down to dirt singing in harmony
my mind states in free, away from others disbelief, posses in tranquility
i live for people who dont even believe in me, im a living failure and have no prosperity
according to the righteous i have millions ahead of me, scarecly my ideas flow heavenly

if there was a reason to live then i wouldnt be here ready to kill myself
no idea of all the suffering i conflicted, no idea of all the pain i felt
no idea of all the times i have been faced with internal crisis
to stand in the corner of my dreams and challenge the way my father's mind thinks

A unique attempt to living ------- and dying....
A focused life ------- a willing death....
Ones way to stop the hiding....
Ones way to stop time and take One's dying breath...

a whole day has past and i still have no decision, time recedes
why shall i continue to confuse myself? allow me to proceed
my clock shatters as i move on, life is beautiful...i have yet to believe
death is my only belief, one joy scatters a hundred griefs

no feed HUH????