The life we choose
 

~Introduction~

Some times in life we'er forced to do things we cant stop
in order to find truth an meaning of why we'er here,
an what we need to do after its done,because none of us are perfect
God forgives no mater what goes on in your life,,its up to you
to except him,or not,,in order to find answers to a better way of living
Follow me on this journey,,,an keep it real

~Verse~

Yo i been in the streets, man im trying to change my life ,turn on the lights
I've sobered up droped the dope an opened up for Jesus christ sacrificed the night
My mom raised me better then this an all alone she was right, giving the facts
Living at home pretending im grown an carrying dice, an delivering crack."
So young in the night an always trying to look for a fight carrying gats"!
I took a ice pick an stabbed a nigga over a bike,for tying to brake bad

I got it for my birthday he tried to rob me so i sent him to his grave early.
12 years old with blood on my jersey it really wasnt worth it,daum im worried"
My continence is really hurting like stage frights so im closing my curtains,
Everyday is night, my life was worthless" how can i live with this murder."
I took his life like I was a burglar instead of a fight "shit i took it further,
Like holidays on thanks given an carved the turkey for trying to work me.
God forgive me for this murking, he didnt deserve it i shouldve been in church
But instead i put another kid in the dirt,claiming earth "like it was my turf"

I was a blank book without words an wild "how could i turn the page?
To skip this rage to foresee things before it came, denying this faze."
Im not looking to put blame, its up to me to change,to learn to maintain."
Locked up as a juvenile delinquent in prison with shame,removing the game."
Trying to fit in the frame where families remain happy an sane where love is plain.
Simple an ordinary,an unchanged,where life was once tamed,eracing the pain."

To scared an afraid of what could possibly happen to me,from taking the casualties"
I know I was wrong thats why im here praying for peace,an staying from streets"
Sticking my hands through the bars for reach,wishing i was free "not feeling complete"
Rolling up my sleeves like i was Hercules,dreaming of perfect things ,no longer murdering
Struggling to remove things that worried me,im not a beast "im an angel looking for peace
Recovering from out the streets,mom would be proud of me,no longer thoughts"this is reality
God took me out the ally ways,so this is why i pray"question my moralities" i found faith"!
So its evident we can change,im no longer in pain,looking for better days"so let us pray"


~Outro~

The world needs love like we need change
This character found his calling right before it was to late for recovery.
God may not come when you want him,but he's right on time,,remember that
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Daum why dont yall give feed back,,,
Oh i get it,,yall just post looking for feed ,but want give it
Now aint that a bitch,,,,its a new year so lets start it out right,,
An give feed to at least the one at the top before you post up
then when some one post they'll give feed to the one at the top
Making it fair for all,,but i guess yall dont see it that way,,daum
I dont even post on this site like that,
because of the feed back problems on here,so yall help me out
An lets give feed to one another,,hell i did,,why cant yall"?

just what i thought...

Nothing has changed around here,,,,

yo
 

liked the drop overall id give it a 8/10 liked the depth and personality added...good topical like a few of the anologies :spit: :spit:

Thanx for the feed hommie,,i thought no one would give it
I'll return it right now,,brb

Im not surpriced,but daum its pissing me off
to bless this site with my work an not get any fucking feed back
I know i dont suck so dont front,,theres no love here
An to think i was going to bring more heads,but not now

Daum i gave feed back,,an they left afterwards,,
now aint that a bitch!

No love for any one real huhh?