Why?

After getting all my hopes up, my heart destroyed,
All I wanted was no more feelings for anyone,
I never wanted to once agen get my hopes up,
Never wanted it all to be for nothing,
My life was just perfect,
But why?

Why did you have to come into my life?
Why did you have to be such a good person?
Why did you have to be different from the other's?
Why did you have to be what I like in a girl?
Why did you have to not only be beautiful, but smart?

I've had girl's in my life,
Even when I never told you my feelings,
Even when we never went out,
Why out of all four of them,
You had to be the best one?

Why is it that I'm so afraid to talk to you?
Why is it that every guy in school knows about you,
When only a few people of our class know about me?
Why am I so afraid to show my feelings?
Only you can answer these question's,
So please tell me,
Why?

1.08.05
-Dabatos