like a child quivering with fear i keep my emotions deep inside...
afraid of not hearing what i wanna hear..or afraid of losing my pride...
i cant tell her the truth i dont know where to begin, where to start....
emotions locked deep..locked in a velvet box known as my heart....
shes the queen of my heart and the heavens simply the best selection....
i keep my emotions hidden and maybe its becuz i fear rejection...
im so scared of my heart being crushed 2 the deepest descretion...
i love her excesive..no questions..shes the heavens blessing..
afraid to learn a lesson afraid to make the common mistake...
afraid of the turn of fate afraid if i tell her now it'll be too late...
its hard getting it off ur chest but im sick of the lie im livin'....
like a wall of fear i tradgically keep my emotions hidden....
i put it off i make excuses i say ill just tell her tommorow....
heres where my story takes a turn,...a sad turn of sorrow....
(-turning-point-)
her emotions were hidden to bad she was too afraid to say....
her boyfreind made the mistake of dumping her the other day....
she was witty clever funny and beautiful but i was afraid to tell....
she thought she was useless as both our courage fell..
she made a secret plan and decided to stick with it what a mistake...
i had to tell her cuz i realized u miss a 100% of the shots u dont take...
i was walking to her house trying to open the emotions hidden inside....
i got at her house and the ambulance was there..she commited suicide...
up in her room her parents found her diary it said i was her romance..
i knew i had to see her in heaven to have one sad and long slowdance...
i grabbed the rope wrapped it around my neck it was my decision...
we both thought we werent wanted and it was all becuz we
.......kept our emotions hidden....... :(