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my youth has influenced all fields of improvement.
im laced in the booth...like nike, i just do it.
with lyrics im fluent, ive proven an eye for an eye.
i dont pursue it for fame, cause im self glorified.
the immediate future, parallel to the greatest.
success was insurance...like sigs in my avis.
with a few witty tactics & a hand in my practice.
i brimmed this duece in a cue, like bands in the attics.
produced my own beats for a minute, got recognition.
signed a deal that was chronic & skipped a division.
now enhanced vision...contacts me with the facts.
previously confused with the bricks, now im well into that.

so your saying you came up, like J and the Roc?
or went to war with the block, and vaccancy lost?

im saying...
the only faithfullness that occured...came solumn.
im not saying everyones faulty, i blame God and...
...His unsolved problem, to cleanse me convicted.
you see, im like orphans at christmas, im not that gifted.
sometimes i wish it was different, in so many ways.
i fell to this fiction & theres nothing more real than this pain.
i cant spit the truth, when my mind wants to say...
...the opposite of whats happened to me in these chains.
im sober to this day, why am i still punished.
what can i do? when God's not even offering coverage.

ok, i think i get it...your mind's state is critic.
you wanna be noticed for talent, but wont be able to live it.