Febuary 1st
8:02 P.M.


Woke up this morning... Thought I would rise but not,
I arrived late to school, why are my eyes bloodshot?
And did not realize it till then... can't believe I forgot,
I told my chick that i'd meet her, she said I lie alot,
I started gettin a bad vibe now, wether I lied or not,
Then my rents asked about my grades, I lied to mom,
So shes sayin "get off your ass!!! and find a job!!!"
Im bout to disapear, take my hair, and dye it blonde,
Its like my problems are the detonator, im the bomb,
Thats why im tryna keep myself where I belong...

Febuary Fifth
6:34 P.M.


Its hard explainin how I feel, I guess thats why I don't,
You call me and i don't answer, then question why i won't,
Its for the best baby... its only causing pain and suffering,
And that pain and suffering is only causing other things,
Got life paused, im wondering how we came to be,
And if we both like each other to the same degree,
Wether we should be together, but its all the same to be,
Cuz you know how im feelin... your my angel see,
You'll let me know, but everything happens for a reason,
If you wanna be together, just tell me what the deal is...