every minute, every hour, every day gets devoted
up all through the night, surprized my brain hasnt exploded
i work hard during the week, but my money is drained
all for this one cause, in the end nothings gained
i dont know why i just cant let go, move on
but days feel like seconds you dont know how far you've gone
its like your own little world, where everythings alright
until reality hits, and its harder than a snake bite
but i'll continue to do it, because it feels so good
i wouldn't wanna be helped, even if i could
you may call it an addiction, but i call it a game
it keeps me occupied...so tell me wheres the shame?
you dont know how it is, you didnt live how i did
hated by kids....so i kept to myself, in my room where i hid
because all through my life, i've been nothing but teased
just because i was different, didnt mean i had a disease
but dont even try, you'll never understand
its my life now, its not like this was planned
i make my own choices, dont try to persuade me
your either with me now, or leave and betray me
doesnt matter, i have all i need right here
no more tears, in solitude i have nothing to fear
so i continue to waste away, with one sole intent
not realizing i've already begun to descent
i gotta get away, im going crazy, just wanna shout
but i get control, steady my hand, and click 'log out'