Im serious thinkin about it..
 

death....since two weeks everybodys tellin me that im not smiley or always down and teres this girl ...my best friend...shes the one im holdin the most too...i feel like shes ignoring me...im felling in school,nothin s'right and ive been always thinkin about it...how it was...and all,if im tellin RV its bcuz i know no one here...cuz if i say it to my friends,theyll call the police for help or something...

had to say it.hope things will go right

hey man i had a big drinking problem.. and i went to rehab and shit and i know what ur goin through .. jus give it time.. your jus hav'n a bad moment..

Yeah, seriously dawg dont do this. There are more people in this world that love you than you know. Fuck the haters.

Man, when I was between 14 and about 17, depression was my closest friend. The one I could always depend on to be there. In retrospect, the shit that's major then is trivial now and nothing remained the same. For the record...Puberty SUCKS. Honestly, find a hobby, like RC cars, drawing, painting, etc. Something you enjoy and has room to advance - and just absorb yourself in it. Fuck everyone who tells you anything about you lovin it.

Also, on the inside - 90% of the people around you are just as depressed. The other 10% aren't talking about it.

^^^Couldnt have said it better myself...