RapVerse.com Community - drownin in my tears quik tin

i dint relli wanna post this one,,,, wos mor concerned about the meanin so the style is kinda messed in sum areas...........since i aint posted inna long while,,, her it is i gess........honest feebak plz........(quik rap)

Drownin in my tears

Hiding unda covers, neva wanna see the world
Misery has scarred till now, Since from a yung girl
Life is hard, I wake up everyday knowin
How to put on a new act, wht I shud b showin
No one apriciates me for myself, its Hell
To know no one loved you at all, since small, I been thrown in this well
Of sorrow and pain, I can neva climb back out
Now wishin death wishes, Coz I dunno wht im about
Maybe wen im gon, shud there be sum real light
Strugglin on past remains, I can neva reach my hight

Drownin in my tears, darkness floods my eyes
Can’t stand bak up, I know sumday I will die
Neglected from the world since I was a lil kid
Im locked in a box, prayin for sum1 to open the lid
Cryed so many tears neva knowin wen ill stop
One day I hope to sleep and may neva wake up

My raps are like a diary, depiction of every single event
Writin since 15, undergoin struggles, as I went
Nearli lost a father, the nerves exploded in his brain
I was only 2, dint hav a clue, dad was goin insane
Still have more memories, too much to write a song
Enough to fill the skies, I felt life was too long
So many things has happened, yet so very little time
Left with the pain, still pressured, thas why I write my ryme
Still abused now, by life, im lerkin in my fears
Used to all the stress,now I rain dried tears

Drownin in my tears, darkness floods my eyes
Can’t stand bak up, I know sumday I will die
Neglected from the world since I was a lil kid
Im locked in a box, prayin for sum1 to open the lid
Cryed so many tears neva knowin wen ill stop
One day I hope to sleep and may neva wake up