patterns of life
 

misery takes over, i feel like i'm drunk when i'm sober //
I come to realise i'ma be, dead when this is over //
but what shit am I sinking now, and what am I thinking ?? //
aint thinkin shit, mind draws blank when I'm drinking //

yo, drowning on pain that only grows stronger //
can't take it no longer, the fuckin guilt is upon her //
to think this beef's goin down because of a lady //
i'm drinkin this heny, this why i'm actin this crazy //
If this situation was a colour it would be grey and pale //
cause I've let this failed relationship grow old and stale //
Green shade of envy, my offer she wont even consider //
yo I just wanna be with her, Is it the love I cant deliver ? //
Red as well: is it anger, or love? I’ll tell you, its both //
Emotions seem to fight until I wanna, slit my own throat //
With no note; take everyone who doubted me, by suprise //
can’t take the denies, I’m in darkness, the sun will never rise //

misery takes over, i feel like i'm drunk when i'm sober //
I come to realise i'ma be, dead when this is over //
but what shit am I sinking now, and what am I thinking ?? //
aint thinkin shit, mind draws blank when I'm drinking //

Sinking deeper now, I’ll never look back //
Bitch made me look stupid, I’ll never forgive her for that //
But I’m willin to forget; for sorrow has a colour too //
Is it blue? Man I dunno, aint in view, still thinking of you //
I’m still grey, reeling in pain, won’t you please lighten my day //
Will the pain go away, feeling insane, but there must be a way //
Must be a brighter day ahead, the spectrum goes full circle //
Is it red, yellow, green, blue or do I see purple ? //

misery takes over, i feel like i'm drunk when i'm sober //
I come to realise i'ma be, dead when this is over //
but what shit am I sinking now, and what am I thinking ?? //
aint thinkin shit, mind draws blank when I'm drinking //

wuddup DiMe

i'm goin on holiday on monday (27th August)
so if i make it to the next round I might not be
able to post a poem.