...My Baby...
 

aight. i know that only a few people know about some of the personal things goin on in my life... so here is a pic of my baby fo all of those who dont know,my son was born 6/12/05. turned over to a wonderfull adoption family, giving him up was the hardest thing i've ever had to do on a real tip...

pleez show some respect...

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much love.. this is just a lil tribute...

you lucky fuck.I wanna family.Bitch I hate you.

^yea, but i only got to have my "family" for a night... ya kno... i spent the nite at the hospital w/ my gurl n my baby and it felt wonderfull, but the next day he was taken home by his adoptive parents... its been real hard, trust i want a "family" but every1 is tryin to make me realize that i'm young and don't have a plan... sometimes shyt just duznt work out... it's all inspiration tho feel me?

yeah I feel that.And odoption was an entirely unselfish move.Put the baby
before you I admire that.Much props.

damn man, some hard shit, but im sure you made the right decision breh.

^thats the direction every1 is tryin to make me go towards.. but i still have 25 days untill it becomes final.. me and my gurl are trying to get things squared away, we know we want to keep him, just dont know if we can afford it, she's still in skool, neither of us have jobs, my mom is completely there for me, which i really respect, but it just duznt seem like alot of people are on my side for this, it's like alot of people are gonna be emotionaly damaged either way.... i dunno, the agency wants us to have our decision by tomorrow cuz its not fair to let the other family have him for awhile then yank him back... i dunno i need some real advice, i mean look how cute that dude is....

yo man i dont wanna hurt you but what other people think doesnt really matter.....my uncle raised his 3 kids when he was 15.......no girl or nothin......u got a girl homie and even if you aint ready for it......god fo damn sho thinks u are....cos babies are a blessin and u been blessed........hope things go welll man.......

^that is EXACTLY what i think... but u dont understand.. it's hard to explain that to other people that dont understand it... like... her mom hates me, she told her daughter that if she wanted it she had to move in with me... i dunno if she was speaking out of anger tho... she has a tendancy to say things she duznt mean when shes emotional...

dis damn thread gonna make me cry....dats deep doe...i know it was hard as hell givin up some one you created! Dat shit gotta be hard on you cuz i know gonna be wondering what if....but maybe dat was da best thing cuz some times da best thing is da hardest thing we've ever done!

At the end of the day, if she will be treated right and have TWO loving parents who will always care for her and have the money and time to spend with her. Keep her.

Otherwise it wouldnt be fair man.

^^^^^
dats tru doe

^yea, but i dont want my child being happy cuz it has money, i want my son to grow up and become a MAN, not raised on material objects, i want him to live off of character and heart... thats what a man is, i dont want his love to be boughten.. i mean these parents are rich and i KNOW they love him, and i feel like i'm giving them a miracle.. but thats my miracle, and i know its just a bump in the road, i've been through so much shyt in my life and i'm still here willing to wake up the next day, so why not take a chance? i feel like my dad wasnt there for me as a child, and my mom and myself raised me, i want to raise him the way MY DAD didnt, i want him to have the things i grew up without, i dunno... im feelin like this is some therapy session rite now, but im venting.... lol... i just dont want to regret n e thing...

^^^
Worrying started when you son was born....even if he was wit u, u was gonna worry... if u are happy for your son and believe they are good parents then i believe he will grow up to be as smart as you! No doubt!

^eminem wasnt famous or rich wen haley was born... he was a peice of trailor park trash... but he made it... what if one day i get a peice of the pie and im like.. damn i coulda supported him... i just threw it all away.. n i always wanted a boy, i can always have another kid but what if its not exactly like the one i had?

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