JonJon (me)- "Live to Die" In memory of my sister who died april 1st
 

This song is dedicated to my sister Danielle Marie Hall who Died April 1st in a deadly car crash with 4 of her other friends, In Almont michigan... This song has gotten me a record deal, and all sorts of publition... I wish all that would have come with a song that wasnt so close to home... leave me replies... Rest in peace Danielle... I will always love you



Dogg how am I supposed to do this
Why would Jesus ever want to put me through this
How am I supposed to strive for excellence alone
To evil for good in my hood I stand alone

Ive paid my tolls time and time again
But to have to do it all again
I don’t know if I can manage this shit, not one bit
Not even with my whole click standing right behind me

Because I know I am not alone
But why does it feel this way
Every day I pray for a new day, or a new plan with a better way
Paying attention to what my mom says as I reminisce my game plan from day to day

Coming up with ideas only for the rich
Asking for forgiveness, man life is a bitch
All I ever wanted was to make it out, become more than anyone would always doubt
So I shout to make it in a new way, now I know what it means to live to die

(chorous)
We all live to die
We all wish for an angel from the sky
To see that twinkle in there eyes
But reality sets in because we always die
Someone gets hurt and they always cry
Or we get caught up in a lie
Because there aint no going back
Loved ones here and loved ones in Iraq
We alive to die
Wishing for an angel from the sky
We all live to die
We all live to die


Through it all I can say that I am alright
That I never wanted to fight, wanted to fight
That violence is death, and death aint right
I try to black it out that horrible night

That time in my life where it just wasn’t right
But my future was all good, it was looking bright
My mom and dad were sitting there with my sister
I came back from school, and now I am left with just a picture

Just mental images of the fun times that we had together
You are forever in my heart, I will love you forever
Until the time when we are forever together
I will continue to write you letter after letter, and letter after letter

I know that one day my heart will heal and feel better
I don’t see that day until you mom and dad are together
Because I know that they miss you so much
Praying just to feel your loving touch, your loving touch


(chorous)
We all live to die
We all wish for an angel from the sky
To see that twinkle in there eyes
But reality sets in because we always die
Someone gets hurt and they always cry
Or we get caught up in a lie
Because there aint no going back
Loved ones here and loved ones in Iraq
We alive to die
Wishing for an angel from the sky
We all live to die
We all live to die


Remember the time when we would always fight
I miss those day so much, man this shit just aint right
But you’re in heaven now, and we cant be mad at that
Not one bit, I just wish that you were coming back

I am left with an unhealed heart
I never got to see you, man where do I start
You guided me through life more than you will ever know
I will make you proud, and through your sights I will grow

I just want you to know, that I will never forget you
Never loose sight of all the dreams that you had
And through the bad
Ive got Bruce mom and dad

That bond will never break but only grow
You passed on to me your soul, look at me go
I am achieving my dreams; I just want you to know
For you I live, and to you I give my everlasting love

And for who didn’t know you
Danielle was a beautiful dove
Only 17 years old and an angel from above


(chorous)2x
We all live to die
We all wish for an angel from the sky
To see that twinkle in there eyes
But reality sets in because we always die
Someone gets hurt and they always cry
Or we get caught up in a lie
Because there aint no going back
Loved ones here and loved ones in Iraq
We alive to die
Wishing for an angel from the sky
We all live to die
We all live to die

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I'm really sorry to hear about your sister.
that must be hard for you fam.
i know how it feels to lose someone in an accident
there was a lot of emotion in this piece this was real deep.
all i can say iz stay up fam.

peace

Man, Im real sorry about ya sister, but hold ya head dawg. When we lose someone, we gain an angel, so remember that bro.

This was a really good piece, full of emotion, and it was especially good because you put your heart into it and it meant something to you. Excellent job man.

yeah man, great drop, sorry to hear about what happened to your sister, but stay strong, God is there to heal your pain...............emotion was real, could really tell that, everything in this was good man, keep it up and stay strong

Hey man, like all these guys said, losing someone isn't good, but knowing they're in a better place is better than here. God is there for ya, just use what he gave you. This piece was very very good, inspirational to people who have lost people or don't live their lives. Realizing that life is short, the need for God is greater. Prayin 4 ya to make it through.

thanks for the love yall... it has been really tough on my and my family, but we are making it through... I have this song recorded and everything, and I will try and post it in the songs area if I can get my computer to work... anyhows, thanks again, and still uppin to seee what everyone thinks... ~1~

uppin this for more replys... I willl return favors

sorry bout your sister...man i know what its like to lose someone close...good shit there...and gd luck with ure record dealings...uppin for u...yo RTF on my OM called "Fuck You"

still uppin for some feed on my song for my sister... I will return favors