RapVerse.com Community - Loving is Trust

Love is a must
Love can be so true
Loving is trust
Thats why I trust you

At the point where i break down in tears with thoughts of you
I dont understand how at times...........i could not love you
I would give anything to hug you, to see you once again
I need you father understand, i need your guiding hand
Nobody could help me through life like you can please dad
Trust me nothing will take away the memories that i have
Its been so long sonce i've seen you, almost over 2 years
When i think about you, i cant help but break down in tears
After all the years we spent, the good times and the bad
I long to hear your laugh, to hear your voice makes me glad
At times you even made me feel like i had nothing to lose.....
Well since i lost you, i fear i have lost, and cant start anew
Even tho as i child you left me batter and bruised, i forgave
Cuz you straighed out your life with the decisions you've made
And im glad you we've put the past behind us even tho it hurts
You abused me, i thought it was because you hated me at first
But being intoxicated made you lash out at your worst, and
The truth it hurts, but i know you didnt mean to raise that hand
You were just a troubled man, but then you realized it was wrong
I forgave you father, and thats why i have wrote you this song
To show that i care for you now, as much as i ever could or will
Not afraid to admit i've cried, but trust it wasnt over spilled milk
It was because i love the one who still inspires me to this day
I admire that you call me, even if at times its just to say, Hey
I struggle with depression at times, but i've learned its natural
Many people get depressed, so i guess these feelings are factual
No actual event could take you away from me father, we wont part
For even in death you will still live in a place inside of my heart
Cuz right form the start i was born to love you, because you see
If it wasnt for you dad,....there wouldnt even be a song to read
There wouldnt be a me,........so please just allow me to express
That when i miss you, it leaves me a mess, with feelings of distress
But none the less, i know your only a phone call away from me
I miss the times we would fo fishing, racing, and even hunting
It was quality time, time well worth spent, because in the end
I knew that even if i needed you'd lend me a hand, as a friend
And as a father, cuz as one you knew to, its what you did best
And you did it like no other, because your different than all the rest
So i write you this song,.........and i bring you this moment of truth
Because nobody can have love, like the feelings ive expressed for you

Love is a must
Love can be so true
Loving is trust
Thats why I trust you
:love:

blah idc if the vocab was basic.....its the middle of the night and i just wanted to express myself....so hate on it if you must......but these words and feelings are true....i love my father very much...and i hope to see him in the near future....and i miss him very much :(